Waiting in the hallway right after the final bell of the school day rang off, she looked to her side. "Where is he?" she wondered fixing her hair over her shoulder. 

Coming around the cornor letting out a big yawn,Kai scrached his head "Man,why does she have to yell so much..."

"Kai!" Kana called out hitting him in the head. "What took you so freaking long?"

"Guh!!...nice to see you too..." He rubbed his head "The teacher held me back because I didnt turn in the project"

"Kai, I stayed up countless hours to help you finish that stupid project." Kana said stepping back. "Lets go."

"I know,I know.." He followed her "I swear that tacher hates me,I told her its in my locker,but nooo I didnt have it with me"

Kana said softly. "Well...next time don't forget alright?"

"Yea,I got..C'mon lets go,My mom's making dinner tonight if you wanna come!"

 "Alright." Kana said smiling. "You know I like coming over to your house." she said blinking, slightly blushing. "You know what I mean."

"Hmm oh yea of course!" He walked backward looking at her "You know your welcome anytime you want! My parents really like you!"

 Kana blushed and still smiled. "Really?" she asked in a soft voice. "I never noticed.

"Yeah! They always tease me about you when you leave though,and when you are there they giggle at us,I swear there still kids!" He turned to face forawrd again,crossing his arms behind his head

"They think you like me." Kana said smiling over at him cluelessly as she said that. After realising she said this, she looked away. "Y-You know what ...I mean."

Kai didnt turn and was blushing a little "Y-you think?"

Kana nodded. "Yeah." she said staring at her shoes, still blushing. "They do.."  she kept walking, before tripping over her foot. "Ah ouch.." she said rubbing her foot. "Class Klutz.."

"Heh.." He turned and smiled extending his arm "Never change do ya?"

Kana looked up at him. Taking his hand. "Guess..not." she said still holding his hand before pulling away. "S-Sorry.."

He blushed and looked away for ascond "Its okay...C'mon dinner should be ready soon!" He looked at her and smiled

"Y-Yeah." Kana said softly following him out the door. As they got to his parents house, she lifted up a hand. "Look, I'm gonna help you with homework alright?"

"Yeah..but" His stomach started to growl "Can we eat first? Im starving!" he held his stomach

Kana smiled. "Of course." she said following him into the house.

"Thank you for dinner." Kana said following Kai up the stairs into his room, closing the door behind her she sighed. "Alright...homework."

"Ahhh nap time" Kai streached and got on the bed ignoring what Kana said "Mmm nice..."

Kana twiched slightly looking up at him with 'red eyes' smiling slightly. "You're right." she said softly. "Nap..time." she said looking down at him, slowly crawling ontop of him. "Right?"

Kai was already out like a rock "......" Mumbling gibbersih in his sleep

"Heh, Asleep..." Kana said softly leaning closer. "Wake up, Kai." She whispered kissing him on the lips. 

He twitched slightly "...Huh..what?..Kana...?" He blinked a bit then blushed seeing how close she was to him

"Good morning..Kai." Kana said softly leaning closer to him. "Want to play...a bit?"

"M-morning?" He looked over to the clock "It hasnt been 5 minutes sicne I got in bed" He looked back over to Kana"Play...?"

"Yeah." Kana said pushing her knee against his private place. "Play."

"!!" He blushed a deep red "Kana..whats gottin into you?" 

Kana didn't answer him, she breathed softly leaning her head down under her chin. She had fallen asleep.

"Kana..." He just looked at her..then blushed realizing she was still on him..He didnt move and placed his arm around her.He fell asleep.

The following morning, Kana slowly woke up. Blinking open her eyes, she felt a shoot of pain go threw her head. "Ah.." she gasped in pain. "...Stupid..headache.." she then realized she was asleep ontop of Kai. "K-Kai." she said feeling his arms firmly around her. Blushing a deeper red, she continued to try and get off of him. Accedently kneeing him in the private place, she winced.

"!!!" Kai woke up in pain "Ahh what the hell?!" He didnt open his eyes and got up suddenly "Who's there!?"

Kana winced as she hit the ground. "K-Kai..." she whispered softly. "It was an accedent."

"Huh?" He stopped moving and turned on the light "K-kana?" He stared at her blankly

Kana looked away blushing, feeling awkward as he stared blankly at her. "He-Hey...Kai."

"Y-yeah" He was still sitting up looking away"What is it?"

Kana swallowed hard and looked at her hand. "I'm s-sorry..."

"It-Its alright...it was just a acciedent after all" He looked at her and smiled slightly.

Kana slowly stood up. "R-Right...then." she turned around. "...I'll be going now."

Kai slowly reached out and grabbed her arm "You dont have to go...its the weekend after all"

Kana looked back at him. "...I-I know but still.."

He pulled on her and sat her on his lap "So..can you stay?"

Kana gasped scilently. "Kai..." she looked at him. "...I sho-should go.."

"Please...dont,stay with me" He gently rubbed her thigh.

Kana blushed and looked down at his hand, trembling. "Kai..."

"Kana..' He kissed her on the lips softly "Please stay..."

Kana's eyes widened as she got off of him. "Kai--whats..." she blushed touching her lips.

"Whats wrong kana?" He got up and held her close.

"L-Let go of me." Kana whispered staring up at him. "Why...are you- acting like this?"

"Acting like what?" He didnt let her go,if anything he held tighter

"Let..go!" Kana said now trying to push him away. "Kai, Let go r-right now!"

"Heh.." He kissed her again "Your so cute..."

Kana blushed again as he kissed her once more. "K-Kai.." Kana said closing her eyes. "Sorry...about this." she whispered kneeing him in the private place, and pushing him away.

"Guh!" Kai fell to the ground in pain not getting up

Kana stepped back staring at him. "I-I'm sorry.." she said stepping back.

"Ugh..where am I....why..am I in pain?" He said on the ground stugleing to get up.

"Kai." Kana said helping him up. "I had...no...choice to kick you."

"Y-you kicked me?" He said stepping back and falling again "Ow..."

Kana winced and helped him up again. "I...had to."

"You had to?...Why..would you have to kick me..and there of all places?" He leaned against the wall

Kana looked away. "...You came at me."

His eyes widened as he blushed "I..I came at you???"

"Yes.." Kana whispered softly. "Y-You did.." she said looking up at him. "Kai.."

"Y-yeah Kana?" He looked at her still blushing a little

Kana blushed and shook her head. "N-Never..mind." she stood up. "I'll go..home now."

Kai got in the way of her and the door "Please tell me.." 

Kana took a step back. "It's..nothing.."

"Its something..please tell me"He said pleadingly 

Kana took one more step back. "It's seriously...nothing.."

"Please?..." He stood in the same spot and looked up at her with regular eyes.

Kana looked up at him then opened her mouth. "I might..like.." she stoped talking and shook her head. "...Ne-Nevermind."

"...Okay" He lowerd his head again and got out of the way and got back in bed "You can go now if you want.."

Kana flinched sadly. "Kai?" She whispered opening the door. "I...like you." she said looking back at him blushing before walking out of the room. Closing the door shut behind her, before running down the stairs and out the door.

"...I told you it wasnt nothing..." He smiled slightly before getting up to go to the window to see her "I like you to ya know..." He said to himself

Kana looked up at the window blushing before running as fast as she could home. Her heart beating so fast she felt dizzy.

He got his shoes on and ran out the door after Kana "If I dont tell her now..then I dont think I can ever look at myself the same!!"

Kana stoped as soon as she was out of breath. Colapsing on her bed, happy her brother nor uncle wasn't home. Squeezing the pillow tightly she closed her eyes

Kai was still running to Kanas house,when he looked up he saw grey skys "Great..just what I needed...Rain!..C'mon legs..just a little further!"

Kana heard a sound of thunder and stood up looking out the window to spot Kai, breathing deeply. She gasped silently and went down onto the ground to hide herself. "...I'm an idiot.." she whispered to herself. "...The door isn't locked." she said to herself shivering. "Crap.."

The rain started to come down "Crap.." He came to the front of Kanas house "Kana!!!" He stood there waiting for a reply '...I love rain and all but c'mon! Today of all days!!!'

Kana flinched and stayed down, trembling. "..Crap.." she whispered aain as she looked out the window slightly seeing him look up at her window, she instantly went backdown.

"Kana! I want to tell you something!" He yelled out to her 'Alright...c'mon you can do this..you came all this way...who care if a few people hear' The rain kept coming down.

Kana flinched slightly and blushed. "Go home..Kai!" she shouted back keeping her head down.

"I wont!! Not untill I tell you this!!" He shouted out at her through the wind,rain and thunder.

"Stop it!!" Kana shouted back, hearing the door open. Quickly getting to her feet, she got to the door and tried to close it as Kai tried to open it. "S-Stop.."

"Geh,Please! Hear me out Kana!!" He tryed to push the door open.

"No- go away!" She said tripping back, falling against her bedpost. "...Go away...Kai." she said looking up to him. "Please..."

He stood infront of her soaking wet "I...I love you!" he shouted out finnally,Lightning flashing in the back.

Kana stoped moving feeling her heart skip a beat. "K-Kai...I--" she instantly stoped moving seeing lightning flash behind her. Causing her to scream, and cover her head.

He was blushing a deep red now "I..I love you Kana" He sneezed "Sorry.."

Kana barried her head into her knees. "Sceard...." she whispered trembling. "..Of lightning.."

Kai turned to close the door behind him and locked it "D-do you have a towel or something?" He stood there shivering and sniffleing

Kana stood up and nodded. "Y-Yeah..." she said softly. "I have one...in the bathroom.." she said walking into her bathroom ."Here..." she said handing it to him looking away still. "Why...did you lock the door?" she asked blushing.

"B-because..it was open before.." He siad drying himself off blushing.

"O-Oh..." Kana whispered shaking her head, before hearing the thunder again. She winced and squeezed her eyes closed. "Why...does it have to b-be...thunder?"

"Are you sacred of the thunder?" He asked still drying himself off

Kana looked away embarrassed shaking head. Wincing hearing more thunder. "Y-Yes..."

"Why dont you wear ear-muffs or something? You know to block it out!" He folded the towel and held it

Kana looked down trying to block out the thunder. Wincing again. "Thanks...for making me feel stupid." she said softly, sitting on her bed.

"S'sorry..." He placed the towel down "Do you have any?"

"No...I don't." Kana said looking away from him.

He gulped and sat next to her "H-here.." He placed his hands over her ears "Is that better?"

Kana blushed and looked over at him, lifting up her hands she touched his. "T-Thank...you.."

He was blushing and didnt look at her "No problem..."

 Kana looked up at him and then away. "Are you...alright?"

"Yeah..Im fine...are you okay?" He looked at her

Kana nodded. "Yeah..I'm alright." she stood up. "I-I'll be downstairs.." she said softly.

"Y-yeah.." He sat there on the bed,watching her go around the cornor "Idiot...."

Kana breath out softly, touching her heart she trembled. "He...he's different...from before." she whispered softly.

He got up and walked around the cornor "Kana? Are you shure your okay?"

Kana gasped softly and looked over at him trying to get control of her blush, placing on a convinsing smile. "Y-Yeah, I'm sure."

He stood infront of her and stared into her eyes "...." he stared at her. "Mmmm You dont look so fine..."

"W-What?" Kana asked looking up at him then away. "I...I'm perfectly fine.." she said stepping back against the wall. "I...promise."

"Your shuuurree??" He asked ginning alittle,eyes a little darker then usual

Kana nodded. "Yes..." Kana said softly trembling from his little grin.

"Heh.." He put his hand on her chin "You dont seem so shure!"

Kana looked at him still blushing. "Ka-Kai...what?"

"Mmmm nothing much....just a little bored I cant go home yet,its still raining..and you dont want me wet do you?"

"No I ...I don't want you to get sick." she looked away stepping to the corner.  "What...are...yo-you going to do?"

"I think I'lll stay here for a while..." He followed her into the cornor "With you.." He smiled slightly

"W-What?" Kana asked with wide eyes. "What do you mean...what are you g-gonna do?"

"Nothing much..." He leaned over and kissed her "Just enough to keep warm.."

"K-Kai!" Kana said trying to push him away, again. "What...do you mean?"

"Heh,You'le understand soon enough.." He put his arm around her and started to nibble on her ear

Kana's eyes widened. "N-Not that..." she said feeling weird. "Stop!"

"Heh heh..." He kept nibbleing "How do you feel?"

"I feel...weird.." she said trembling. "Let go.." she felt herself sink. "...Please.."

"Good.." He followed her down pinning her still nibbleing,His eyes were a dark brown

"..Kai.." Kana said trembling. "...Please...I'm...begging...you, let m-me go.."

"I thought you said that you liked me? why wont you let me do this?" He asked almost sad like in a teasing voice.

Kana closed her eyes. "Teaseing..me.." she trembled and tilted her head away. "Because this is...to much.."

"To much? what do you mean?" He said petting her

"You...acting..like this.." she whispered looking down. "Let go.."

"But I really dont want to" He said looking at her sadly

Kana looked back at him, pulling away from him. "G-Go home..."

"But the rain!" He said almost pleading,tuging at her sleeve

Kana blushed pushing him against the wall, stepping back. "Leave.." she whispered staring at him. Turning to run.

He grabbed at her shirt again,pulling her twoards him holding her from behind "But I dont want to..." He said taking his hand and going up her shirt

Kana stared down at his hand as it crawled up her shirt. "K-Kai..." she whispered out with wide eyes. "Stop.." she moaned out quietly. "Not...that.."

"Heh heh.." He softly blew on her neck as he gently squeezed her chest

Kana blushed a deep red as he squeezed her chest. "...Kai.." She whispered out trembling. "...S-Stop it..." she said looking back at him. "Please.."

"You know..if you had the chance,Youd'e do the same.." He placed his other hand near her private place,softly licking her neck still squeezing

"The...chance?" Kana asked with wide eyes, looking at him in fear as he licked her neck and squeezed her chest. "K-Kai...please.." she asked feeling her knees shaking. Closing her eyes she said bluntly. "I'm not...going to let you...rape me.."

"Oh..? Then what are you goint to let me do?" Heforced her to the ground,still behind her squeezing harder.

"..Ah.." Kana said trying to keep her balance as he forced her onto the ground. "...Nothing..." she felt him squeeze her chest harder, causing her to give out a pleasureble moan. "...Don't make me please.."

"..." He just smiled as he took his other hand and unbuckled her pants,gently rubbing her,nibbling her ear

"Let go!" Kana said as he unbuckled her pants, she was blushing a deep red as she pulled away from him. "Stop..." she began to back with wide fearful eyes, quickly getting to her feet took a run for her room. As soon as she got in she tried to close the door. "....Go away..!"

He got up and stuck his foot in the door "Aww c'mon...Didnt you hear me? I love you!"

Kana stared up at him, still trying to close the door. "...If you love me, you would stop...this!" she trembled slightly as she continued to hold the door closed.

"If you loved me...then you would have no problem with this.." He pushed the door open and walked in twoards her

Kana stumbled back, and began backing away from him, with wide eyes. "Kai..."

Kai kneeled down in front of Kana "Kana..do you love me?"

Kana stared down at him, knowing her hands were trembing. "I...I do...but this is..." her eyes were wide as she steped back again. "This isn't you.."

"Oh but this is me!" He steped twoards her again "Heh who did you think this was?!"

Kana stagged even more back. "You...can't be him...if you were...you wouldn't...of.." she touched her chest. "....Touched me.."

"Oh? You dont think I wanted to touch you?" He chuckled slightly "Foolish to think that way! Its every mans dream to touch someone as..'full' as you are" He said pointing.

Kana blushed and covered her chest with her arms. "...Pervert..." she whispered glareing at him, looking away. "Go...away.." she said as her back finally met the wall. "...Go...o-or I'll scream.."

"All men are perverts" He rushed in and covered her mouth "We all just dont show it.." He said licking her slightly

"Ahh-" her scream was cut off by his hand, she stared at him with wide eyes shaking her head. Muffling words, as her eyes teared up and he licked her, she trembled.

Kai's nose started to bleed "Guh...looks like..you get off this time..." He colapsed in front of her

"Kai..." Kana whispered staring down at him. "Hey..." Kana bent down to him, shaking him. "...Are...you...okay?" she asked crying. "Are you okay...please answer?"

 Kai didnt answer her,all she did was smear the blood on his face alittle.His nose was still bleading,but not alot

Kana kept her head down as she helped him onto his feet, placing him onto her bed. She looked down, then away. Stepping back, she walked out of her room closing the door scilently.

A few hours later Kai woke up "Ohh my head...w-what happend..where am I?" He looked around the room puzzled.

Kana peaked her head into her room, seeing his was awake. "K-Kai?"

He turned his head,blood still smeared on "Kana?...Where.."

"...My room." she said softly sitting down next to him, trying to forget how he acted earlier. "..." she looked away covering her chest with her arms. "I can't forget...how you acted..." she murmured outloud, sadly.

"H-how I acted?" He sat there puzzled at what was goin on.

"...Nevermind..." Kana whispered keeping her gaze away from his. "You...should go..."

"...o-okay" He got up slowly and started to walk to the door "If it has to do with me..then Im sorry,I dont know whats going on right now..but I feel like I have to say sorry."

Kana shook her head, looking away feeling herself still crying. "..It's..not your fault." she choaked out. "...I'll see you at...school tomorrow.."

"Kana..." He lingered at the door for a while and started to walk away "im sorry" He said feeling his gut turn

Kana looked at her reflection with a sad look. "...Act...normal, Kana." she whispered walking out of her room, down the stairs. Her eyes looked tired, loss of sleep. "...He didn't come to pick me up." she whispered walking towards her school. "Avoiding me..?"

Kai was sitting in class looking out the window trying to remember what happend the day before "..something must have happend...I did have that blood on my face.."He saw Kana walking up to the school "Maby I shouldve picked her up..."

Kana looked up at the class room, then looked away instantly as she saw him staring at her. "...I'll...avoid him...that's all.." she walked into the class room sitting down not looking over at him.

"..." He got up and went to go out the class room

Kana kept her head down, as the class started. "Don't...kana..." she whispered, softly. "Don't...go after him.." she ignored everyone who was staring at her and the door. "...It'll...be...easy.."

Kai walked out and wanderd around the school "...Its okay..it'l be alright" He told himself as he went upstars

As soon as the bell rang, Kana got to her feet quickly leaving the class room. Running to get to her locker she stoped mid-step staring at Kai, leaning against her locker. "...Ka-Kai.." she couldn't face him. Not yet.. she stepped back and turned to run.

"Is that what your gonna do?..Just avoid me till the end of time?" He didnt look up at her.

Kana stoped and stared back at him, anger...in his voice. She looked away, standing in place.

"Well..? Are you going to asnwer me?" He stood up straight and kept looking at her

Kana opened her mouth to talk, instantly shut it.. "...I'm...not talking to you.."

He sighed "Fine whatever do what you want.." He walked past her going upstares again

Kana stared at him as he walked past her. "It's your fault.." Kana whispered.

He stoped mid step "My fault? Whats my fault?!"

Kana stayed still, tilting her head. "...That's...not your business.."

"W-what?!" He walked to her "Whats not my buissness? If its MY fault then it should be MY buissness to..."

Kana looked at the classmates around her. "No-No..it isn't...it's best you...don't know." she said steping back, turning her back to him, and began walking away from him. 

"Hey!" He followed her "Why wont you tell me?"

Kana walked faster and instantly went around the corner, ignoring him.

"H-hey!" He kept following her,then grabbing her arm when there was no one around "Hey!"

Kana stoped and looked back at him. "...Let me go.." she whispered trembling, with teary eyes. "Please.."

"..!" He let her go seeing her eyes "Whats wrong?"

Kana staggered back away from him, against the wall. "...Don't...come near me.." she slide to the ground. "Just leave...me alone."

"...!" He looked at her shocked "Hey get up!" He reached over to her.

Kana's eyes widened and then slapped his hand away. "...You nearly raped me!"

 "...!!! w-what?!" He stepped back 

Kana looked away. "You...touched me...tried to make me...have sex with you...I told you no.."

"Why...why would I do that?..Im not like that at all!!" He held his head "Gahhh!!" Remembering bits and pieces of what happend

Kana stared at him sadly. "K-Kai?.."

"Im sorry,Im sorry Im sorry,Im sorry" He kept repeating himself holding his head crying slightly "Im sorry..."

Kana looked away, before slowly standing. "Kai.." she hugged him slightly, trembling. "I'm...sorry."

"Why..why..stop it..please.." 

"What..?" Kana asked looking at him.

"Stop saying that your sorry...You shouldnt be" He said wipeing his eyes

Kana looked away. "...B-But I am..."

 "Why though?"

"I...don't...know.." she whispered sadly.

"Kana.." He said reaching out to her hesintently.

Kana looked up at him, and took his hand trembling. "Kai.."

"Kana..." He said looking at her sadly

Kana looked at him then pulled away . "What do we....do now?"

"I..I dont know.." He said rubbing the back of his head "What..do you think?"

Kana shook her head. "I...I dont know."

There was a awkward silence between the two as they stood there "I..."

Kana looked at him. "What?.."

He blushed and looked away "Nothing nevermind..."

"N-No...tell me please. Kai.."

"I-its nothing..really" He said averting her eyes.

Kana looked at him sadly. "Okay..." she whispered stepping back. "I'm leaving school early.."

"R-really?" He looked up at her still blushing a little.

"Yeah.." Kana said steping away again. "I guess...I'll talk to you later."

"Kana!..." He got the confidence to say what he wanted "Can I go over you house..I want you to forgive me.."

"Kai?"..." Kana looked away. "You can come..over." she said blushing. 

Kai was sitting in Kana's room "Whats takin her so long..." He was figiding

Kana slowly opened the door to her room, closing and locking it scilently. "Kai?" she said softly looking over at him. "Are you...okay?

"Hmm oh yea im fine.." His knee was shaking as he looked around the room once more 'She really has a nice room.'

Kana looked away sighing before sitting back down next to him. "...You don't...look okay."

"I-im fine really!" He said laughing a little "So...what can I do for you?"

Kana winced and pointed at her back. "C-Can you...rub my back, please?

"Shure.." He sat behind her and started to rub her back "Like this?"

Kana smiled a bit before closing her eyes, moaning softly. She winced and blushed looking back at him. "Y-Yes.."

He kept rubbing her back "Anywhere in paticular?"

Kana looked back at him still blushing. "L-Lower..please?" she whispered shaking her head. "Hold on." she said softly pushing him back, before laying down. "There.."

He blushed a little and got behind her,rubbing her back "Here?"

Kana winced slightly blushing. "Y-Yeah...right...there." she whispered out leaning her head against the pillow breathing softly.

Kai,rubbed her back using his palms then his fists "Is there anything else I can do for you?"

"Yes.." Kana whispered slowly sitting up, timidly removing her shirt, gazing back at him. She looked away removing her bra. "There.." she whispered laying back down. "...I-Is...that better?"

Kai blushed "Y-yea..thats better.." He started to rub her back again,still blushing 'wow..her skin is so soft..'

Kana kept her eyes closed as she let a moan slip threw her mouth. "Kai?.." she whispered softly threw her lips looking back over her shoulder at him. "...Get...ontop of me.." she whispered out on acciedent. Wincing slightly she looked away. "I...mean.."

"..!" He blushed a deeper red,and nodded he got on top of her and kept rubbing,lower with each pass "Like this?"

Kana blushed a soft red. "Yes.." she whispered smiling slightly. "E-Exactly..like this."

He looked away,still blushing "Y-you have nice skin..its soft" He said rubbing lower

"Tha-Thank you.." she whispered staying still. "You're...going low, Kai.." she said blushing. "...I don't care what you do to me, you know.."

Kai blushed a soft crimson "A-are you shure?.." He said rubbing her lower back

Kana nodded her head. "Ye-Yes.." she whispered closing her eyes.

Kai moved down and rubbed lower,blushing slightly "Kana.."

Kana gasped silently. "K-Kai.." she said softly. Keeping her eyes closed.

"Kana.." He tunred her over and looked at her

Kana's eyes widened and she covered her chest blushing a dark red. "Kai.."

"Please..dont cover them" He said lightly placing his hand on hers,still blusing

"But...I...I'm.." she looked up at him as he touched her hands. "I'm..not...ready...K-Kai.."

Kai moved up on her and leaned forward and kissed her lightly "Tell me when you are..."

"...Kai.." she whispered with a passionate look. "..." she trembled as she moved her arms. "...A-Alright.."

"Kana.." He said sofly,kissing her again taking his hand and placing it on her chest

"K-Kai.." she whispered kissing him back, glancing at his hand on her chest. "What...are you going to do to me. Kai?"

"Whatever you want me to do..." He looked deep into her eyes,full of passion

"...Kai.." she whispered looking up at him with soft eyes before looking away. "...This isn't right."

"..alright.." Kai said solemly "If its what you think." He slowly sat up and backed up

Kana looking away covering her chest with her hands looking away. "I-I'm...sorry.." she whispered sadly. "It's just...just.."

"Its alrght!" He smiled at her "I wouldnt do anything if you werent okay with it.." He looked away from her,straight ahead..."Besides..if I was in your position I wouldnt feel confertable eaither..."

"You...didn't think that yesterday.." she said softly, looking away. "Y-You weren't even..you."

"..Yea..I know" He said almost sadly,Kai got up from the bed,still looking away "W..what do you think that was..?"

Kana shook her head. "...I have no idea, and I wish I knew.." she stared up at at him then away, timidly reaching for her bra and shirt which was next to him. "..I don't...know."

"If you want me to...I'll leave" He said calmly "You wont have to see me again.." He turned his head slightly "Its up to you,what happens to me..."

Kana looked at with a half shocked look. "What?" she asked pulling back away from him and her cloth. "What...do you...mean, Kai?"

Kai turrned around to face her,he had a somewhat sad look on his face "Exactly what I said..If you want me to stay.I'll stay.." He looked away again "But if you want me to leave..then I'll go..and you wont have to deal with me again..and .. be safe from whatever that was before.."

"I want you...to stay." she whispered looking down, her blush a soft red. "Please?"

Kai stood there for a minute,then he turned smileing a bit "Shure...I'll stay,for you"

Kana smiled back at his small smile. Looking away, she covered herself with her blanket. "Thank...you."

Kai blushed a little seeing she was still undressed "Y-yea your welcome" He looked away still blushing

Kana looked at him then placed her blanket over her head. Murmuring something shaking her head. "Kai...?"

"Y-yea" He looked over at her covered head

Kana opened her mouth then spoke out. "You're an idiot..."

"W-what?" He took a step back"what,do you meen?"

Kana didn't answer him, all he saw was her shaking her head under then blanket.

"Kana.?" he steped to her "What do you mean..c;mon tell me!"

"No." Kana whispered softly still keeping the blanket over her head.

"Kana..Answer me!" He said standing in front of the bed

Kana opened her mouth then turned over putting her back to him. "No.."

Kai took the blanket off of her "Why not?!" He stared at her "And why would you cover yourself?"

Kana gasped and covered her chest with her arms. "B-Because...I don't want you...to look at me...?"

"And why not?" He kept looking at her

Kana shook her head. "...None..of your business.." she said softly looking away.

"And why not?!" he got in her face

"Ah." Kana said looking up at him, seeing he was getting in her face. "I don't..have to give you a reason!"

"Yes you do!" He said pusshing her a little "You cant do anything without a valid reason!"

"N-No I don't! A-And yes I can.." she said as he pushed her slightly, keeping her chest still covered before roleing over. "I'm going in the other room.." she murmured steping towards the door.

"Your not going anywhere!" He grabbed her arm and threw her back to the bed "Not until I get my answers"

Kana gasped in a small pain and stared up at him. "I don't have to answer you!" she said trembling. "You don't control me."

He walked over to her "You will answer me..wether you like it or not" He stared at her coldly

Kana stared at him shaking her head. "No, I won't!" she said leaning away from him, still covering herself.

He grabbed her head "Yes...you will" His eyes turned darker and with more hate with each second

Kana's eyes widened in fear by his eye color. "No...n-no...I won't." she said with frightened eyes. "I...won't let you look at me.."

He was in her face again "You have no choise in the matter.." He said reaching for her arms with his free hand

Kana's eyes teared up. "Kai...no...don't not again...please." she whispered pushing his arm away. "Please.."

"Then ANSWER ME!" He said yelling at her

"I don't...have...one.." she said with scared eyes. "...I-I don't...want anyone...to see me.."

"Well I see you right here and now!" He put his face extreamly close to hers "Well...do you have anything to say?"

Kana tilted her head away. "You're...scaring me.." she whispered out, trembling. "You're scaring me bad, Kai!" Kana said covering herself with her pillow. "...Really...bad."

"Pfft so? Your the one who caused this...everything is in your hands" He took the pillow off of her "Got it?" His eyes were still dark,but the hate has diminished a little

"No..it's not..my fault." Kana said covering her chest once again. "It isn't.." she leaned away, trembling. "It...isn't.."

"It is.."Kai said smileing "The sooner you realize this the better!"

"Get out and go home.." Kana said still leaning away. "I don't want to talk to you.."

"Heh..whatever" He kissed her and got up to leave "See you whenever...and If I dont..then think the worst possible thing" He gave a wickid smile then left the girl where she sat

Kana felt a tremor go down her back, causing her to look away. "You wonder..why I called you an idiot.." she whispered laying down. "...You wondered...why." she closed her eyes.

Kai was at home,his parents still gone "Hmph..wonder what shes thinking..." He said slowly,before going upstares to bed "..tired" He colapsed before making it to bed

Kana entered the class room extra early that day, no one was in the room thankfully. Sitting at her desk she looked out the window, still feeling weird from the day before. "..S-Second day...he didn't pick me up." she murmured to herself.

Kai came into the room,looking half dead "Mornin.." He let out a big yawn and sat at his desk

Kana gasped silently looking over at Kai, with a half-shocked look before looking away. "Good morning..."

"Yea..yea" He put his head down facing away from her

"K-Kai?" Kana whispered shaking him lightly. "Hey...are you still angry..with me?" she asked tilting her head down, shaking him again. "A-Are you..?"

"Get off!" He got up quickly pushing her back alittle "Tch,what do you care anyway!"

Kana stumbled back, triping and staring at him. "Because I'm worried about you."

"Hmph,yea whatever" He sat back down,and chukled alittle "Nice panties.."

Kana gasped silently and covered her self blushing. "You're so rude...jeez.."

Kai looked over "Well It was a compliment at least.." He leaned over to her "And I really did mean it"

Kana leaned away. "...You're.."

"Im..?" He reached over and grabed her arm pulling her twoard him and spun her so that she was faceing away "Im what?" He grabbed her chest

Kana gasped blushing, as he grabbed her chest. "An idiot..." she said closing her eyes. "L-Let me go..."

"There you go again calling me a idiot" He squeezed her hard,then softly with both hands,He looked down at her "I dont think I will..these are really nice"

Kana closed her eyes then moaned aloud. "K-Kai, why are you...acting like this towards me?" she asked tilting her head down, watching both squeeze softly. "Why?"

"Because I love you..because I need you.." he looked at her passiontly.

"But...you're.." Kana then heard the bell ring. "L-Let me go.." she whispered. "...I don't want to be touched..."

"Are you shure?" He kept squeezing her

Kana closed her eyes holding back a moan, before elbowing him. "Don't...touch me.." she said running out of the room as the class came in at the same time. Pushing her way threw she ran, she ran up the stairs as fast as she could. Towards the roof.

"Hmph" He got up and followed her

'Kai where are you going?'

"To get a student..." He kept walking

Kana stoped as soon as she got ontop of the roof, breathing deeply she fell to her knees staring out at the small town she lived in. "W-Why..does he..have to...?"

"Why do I have to what?" Kai was standing at the door way of the roof

Kana flinched and looked behind her at Kai. Looking away instantly. "It's none of your business.." she whispered covering her chest, trembling. "Why...can't you just leave me alone?"

"Didnt we already go over this?" He said smileing and walking twoards her smileing

Kana backed up until she was eventully against a wall. "Leave...me alone..." she lifted her hand up to either slap him or push him. "..I'm warning you.."

"Or what?" he grabbed the hand "Why dont you just give in? You know that if you do youle feel pleasure beyond your dreams.." He smiled a bit

Kana's eyes stared away. "...I don't want that though.." she whispered closing her eyes. "K-Kai...why won't you...just...leave me alone..." she stared up at him. "Get away from me...or I'll h-hurt you.."

"Why would you do that? If your not carfull I could fall from here" He said looking out at the bar that was not but 2 feet away

Kana looked over at her side then down. "...Let m-me go.." she said tilting her head down. Sliding over, next to the nearest corner. "...Let me...go...you...i-idiot.."

Kai dragged her back and kneeled in front of her "Nope" He kissed her with some tounge

Kana was forced to kiss him back, moaning, she closed her eyes. Pulling away. "Stop it...this isn't..." she heard her voice crack. "I don't want to have sex, until I'm married." she said bluntly.

"Then lets get married!" He said smileing still "Untill then let me do this.." He squeezed her chest again

Kana's eyes went passionately sad. "But I..don't want to...marry you.."

"Well why not? Didnt you said you liked me?" He stoped squeezing but still held her chest

"...I-I did but...you're.." Kana timidly tryed to remove his hand from her chest. "You're...not the same.."

"Not the same?" He kept his grip firm "What you dont like me like this?" Kai's eyes were still dark

"You're not the same!" Kana said trying to pull his hand away still. "Stop..I don't want to feel this way.." she said blushing. "...U-Until I'm married."

"Hmph,I have the same voice,the same face,so the way im acting is a little bit more...sexual the before so what?! Thats normal!" He squezzed her again,"Why dont you like this?" He kissed her again "Why?"

"I do like it! But I..." Kana looked away, then down. "...I'm scared..."

"Scared? Why are you scarred? Its me!" He looked into her eyes "Why would you be scarred of me?"

Kana looked at him with a sad look. "B-Because you're..." she looked away pushing him up with both her arms. "...Not the...same."

"Guh!!" Kai fell backwards towards the ledge. "KANA!!!" His eyes were normal now...

Kana stared at him confused and scared, as she timidly pulled him closer away from the edge. "Kai..?"

Kai was shivering "Kana..? Where..where am I? Wasnt I in your room just now?" He held his head "Dizzy..." His eyes closed as he fell unconsionce on Kanas lap

Kana stared down at him. "Kai.." she slowly picked him up, nurses...office." she whispered as she walked slowly. "What's wrong with you..Kai?"

Kai was dangling there as Kana dragged her to the nurses office "..."

Kana finally got to the nurses office, breathing softly as she placed him onto the bed. "Be...okay, Kai.." she whispered sitting in a chair, watching until she dozed off.

"Kana..."Kai was mumbleing in his sleep as he twisted and turned

Kana slowly opened her eyes and blinked "Wha?"... she looked down at him. "Kai..." she said softly leaning close to him. "Are you awake?" she said shaking him slightly.

Kai was still moving a bit as she shaked him "Kana...Look out..!"He breathed in big as he opened his eyes "Kana!!"

Kana looked at him shocked and blinked. "Kai...what's...wrong?"

"Huh...what..where.." Kai held his head. "Owww"

"N-Nurses...office." she said crossing her arms across her chest. "Are you...okay?"

"I..dont know.." He looked up at Kana "Whats wrong with you?" He lightly pointed at her crossig her arms "Are you mad at me?"

"I-I'm..." she looked away. "...I don't want you looking at my chest.."

"...oh..okay" Kai lyed back down on the bed "Kana.."

"What?" Kana asked looking over at him. "What is it, Kai?"

"How long...have you been here?" He said not looking at her,eyes half closed

"I-...Awhile." she said softly, looking away. "I wanted to ask you...more like tell you...what...happened.."

"Oh...okay.." His voice trailed off as he was listening '...ow..why..does it hurt..my..head..oww!!'

"You once again...were wanting sex." she said closing her eyes tightly. "You...said you were going to marry me...but I...said...no." she looked away. "...then you passed out."

"Oh..." He said extreamly softly,'Guh...no..please...' He coughed out blood "Ka-...Kana..."He moved his head and his hand twoards her "Please..." His vision blurred as his eyes were stuggleing to stay open "h-help..."

Kana looked down at him. "Kai?" she stood up and looked down at him with a shocked, confused look. "What's wrong?!" she stepped back. "Nurse!" she called out franticly. "Help!"

Kai's eyes were plain,his face pale,the blood rolled down his cheek "K..kan..."His voice trailed off again as he coughed up more blood 'Whats going on..stop it!! It...hurts'

"Nurse! Damn it!" She hissed quickly getting the medician off the wall, and a cloth. "Hold onto this...it might hurt." she said softly in his ear. "It'll...be okay..Kai." she whispered injecting it into his skin. "Calm..down.."

Kai was breathing heavily "Go.." 'get out..leave...no one wants you here..' His eyes widend as his pupils shrunk,He grabed his had and sat up "GAHHHHHH!!!"

"Kai!" Kana stepped back, staring at him. "What's...going on?" she asked confused.

"Kana..." He lifted his head and looked at her,with two different colored eyes "H-help..me" He held his head with one hand and reached over to her with a blood-stained hand "Please..."

Kana flinched and stared at the blood. Her other fear was blood. "Ka-i." she whispered taking his hand flinching. "What's...wrong?"

He was breathing hard again "I.. dont know...its.."He closed his eyes "It hurts..!!"

"Kai!" Kana hugged him. "What's wrong...with you?" she said squeezing his shirt. "No ones coming where is...everyone?"

"Kana..." He grabbed her shirt and looked up at her,his eyes still different from each other "..." He opened his mouth to speak,but nothing came out...

Kana closed her eyes. "Please...if you...if you get better, I promise to do anything you say!" she said closing her eyes. "So please.."

Kai's eyes paled out...they closed slowly,as his head drouped onto her shoulder,His grip lossend on her shirt

"Kai?" Kana whispered with wide eyes. "Kai!" she shook him slightly. "Wake up...wake up!"

Kai's body shook lightly as she shook him,He didnt respond.

"Idiot.." she whispered in a broken voice. "You're such an idiot!" she said squeezing his shirt tightly. "...Why...won't you wake up?"

Kai coughed a couple times,still not lifting his head "K..Kan.." He lifted his arm to her face

"Kai?" Kana whispered with wide shocked eyes as a small smile appeared on her face. "What's wrong?"

"Stop crying..." He lifted his head with a smile on his face "It really doesnt suit you" He looked at her with a blood-stained face,and a wickid smile

Kana blushed and looked at him. "Kai?" she whispered wipping her eyes. "I'll get the nurse!"

He grabbed her arm "Dont bother..she wont be able to do anything for me.." He pulled her back "The only one who can...is you" He stroked her hair looking into her eyes

Kana blushed and stared at him. "What...do you need from..me, Kai?...I promised to give you anything."

"You know what I want.."He moved his hand to her thigh "And you cant go back on a promise.." He chukled lightly

Kana stared at him. "Kai..." she said pulling away from him. "Thats...something I can't give...away.."

He grabbed her again,and sat her on his lap "But you promised...right?"

"But I- Just can't give that away..." she said looking at him. "I thought...I told you that."

"Im not just any old person right?,So whats wrong?" He looked at her innocently

Kana stared at him shaking her head. "...It...just...that it's...that.."

"Yes..?" He kept stroking her thigh "What is it?"

Kana blushed and swallowed staring away from him. "...What...are you..." she slowly pulled away. "I'm getting...the nurse.."

He grabbed her again and sat her down "I told you..she cant do anything for me,only you can.."

Kana stared at him before laying down next to him. "W...Where did the real Kai go?" she whispered softly to him. "Where...did he...go?"

"Who knows...probebly in a dark abyss somewhere in here" He pointed to his head "Now then..." He turned her over and grabed her chest from behind "Your going to satisfy me now..." He wispered into her ear

Kana gasped and blushed closing her eyes. "If you're not Kai...I don't want to do anything...with anyone else." she elbowed him. "Don't come for me...unless you're the real Kai! Give him back!" she shouted getting off the bed running out of the office. "Get my bag, and go home." she murmured to herself to getting to her locker. "H-Hurry...Kana."

"Guh!...hmph" He got up out of the bed,he looked in the mirror "Blood..man now I have to wash up..." He went down the hall "Yoooo!!" He called out to Kana

Kana's eyes went wide and she slammed her locker and took off running quickly. Breathing softly as she ran she squeezed her bag tightly. Suprised to see no one home at all, she made sure to close and lock the door. Running up the stairs to her room, she shut the door, and double locked it. Sinking to her knees. "S-Safe.."

"Heheheh..." He laughed lightly as he followed her to her house "Now thats no way to treat someone..." He called out to her "KANA!! C'MON OPEN UP!"

Kana hid in her bathroom. "No! Go away!!" She shouted back. "Go away!!!"

"Oh please" He kicked in the door and walked in "How can you say that to me?"

Kana's eyes widened and then she closed her bathroom door. The double lock on her door was strong enough to hold anyone back. But, if he had instantly kicked open her front door...she was trembling. "...Go...away..."

"I dont want to!" He said mockingly coming up the steps slowly

Kana stepped away from the door. Slowly backing up. "No...go away. please." her eyes watered slightly. "Just stop it."

Kai chuckled slightly as he came to the door "No..I wont go..how meny times must I tell you?" He rattled the door handle

Kana stepped into the bathtub and ducked down closing her eyes hoping he didn't come into the bathroom. Hearing the rattling door knob, she trembled slightly. "No..."

He stoped rattleing the knob for a second..."C'mon Kana..please..let me in" He was breathing hard "Please...!!"

"Kai?" Kana slowly got out of the tub, and opened the bathroom door. "K-ai are you okay?" she asked silently opening the door slightly. "Kai?"

"Kana...Kana..." He grabbed her arm shaking not lifteing his head smileing "..."

"Kai." Kana whispered with wide eyes stepping back, causing the door to open. "L-Let go.." she whispered stepping back again blushing. "N-No..please let go.."

Kai started laughing as he looked up to her "I got you!!" He pulled her tworads him "Now your mine!!"

Kana shook her head. "N-No...Let go!" She shouted trying to pulled away as he pulled her towards him. "No.." she whispered. "...I'm not yours.."

"Heh.." He squeezed her chest "You have no say in the matter..." He said licking her neck

Kana shivered and moaned softly. "Ka-Kai.." she said leaning against his chest. "...Bring Kai back..."

He held her close "I thought I told you.." He strengnd his grip "He's not here anymore" He moved his hand to her private place

"Ouch.." Kana whispered trembling. "...He has to be." she said with sad-teary eyes. "..He...has to be..." she tilted her head down. "...I love him...he has to be!"

Kai's eyes widened "Love...him??" He hesitated for a second but kept moving his hand to her private place

Kana closed her eyes. "Yes..I love him..." she said trembling. "Bring him back.."

Kai stoped and hesitated again "S-shut up!!" He grabbed her and looked at her "I told you he's gone!! Why cant you accept that?!"

"Be-Because he can't be!!" Kana said looking up at him with dull sad eyes. "He can't be...he isn't!!"

Kai's eyes widend again "...You.." He lowerd his head "..You..!"

Kana closed her dull eyes. "I'll only do...that...with him."

Kai looked at her "Geh...You..."He grabbed her and looked at her "Why not me then?! Its the same person!"

Kana opened her eyes, then averted them. "No you're...not...Kai isn't forceful ever towards me." she said tilting her head away. "...I know he isn't gone. Other wise, you'd be having your way with me right now.."

Kai was silent...he just stared at her "You...Your wrong!! He is gone!!"

Kana pulled away from him. "No I'm not, wrong." she said closing her eyes. "I can't be...wrong." she tilted her head down, her arms trembled slightly as she cried softly. "...I'm not."

Kai looked up at her "You are wrong!! He is gone!..Stop Crying!!" He held his head "Gahh..."

"No I won't!" She said covering her eyes trembling. "I won't..stop it." she said sinking to her knees, next to her bed. "..Bring him back."

Kai kept his head still "Shut up!!..he's not..." His noes was bleading again

Kana slowly stood up, keeping her head down before hugging him tightly. "Please.." she cried in his ear. "...Please, let me see Kai..." she whispered sadly. "Let me do that with him...please..."

"Geh...N-no " He held his head harder.

Kana squeezed his shirt. "Please..." she whispered slowly pulling away, timidly kissing him. "Come back."

"Ka..kana..." He looked up at her "T-thank you.." He hugged her tightly.

"Kai?" Kana whispered looking at the wall behind her, blushing. "Are you...back to normal?" she asked in a crying voice, slowly pulling away. "Do you...do..you want me...to...um.." she looked away blushing.

"Kana..."He hugged her again "Y-yea..im back.." He looked at her again "Do..what??" He asked blushing a little

Kana stepped back before looking up at him bluntly saying, "Will you...havesexwithme?!" she said covering her mouth looking away blushing a dark scarlet. "I...mean..." she whispered looking away, stepping back a step.

Kai looked up to her bushing deep "Wha..what...?" He looked away,still blushing

"Nothing...I s-said nothing.." she said softly sitting down on her bed looking away. "...Nevermind..." she said closing her eyes. "I shouldn't of said anything.."

"Kana..." He looked over to her,still blushing

Kana shook her head. "Sorry." she said still looking away, keeping her eyes closed. "I...I really...shouldn't of said anything."

"Are..are you shure?" He asked blushing looking over

"No...I'm not sure.." she said softly looking up at him, stopping her movement. She blushed a dark red staring up at him. "K-Kai...I want that..." she whispered softly to him. "I..do."

"Kana..." He moved closer to her "..If you want it..I can give it to you.." He blushed looking away again.

Kana now looked up at him with a soft blush. "Kai...are...you...sure?" she asked lifting up a hand towards him. Grabbing his hand slightly. "Are you..?"

"..I am.. as long as your okay with it.." He looked to her shyly

"Don't be...shy...please?" She whispered swallowing deeply. "Come here..." she said pulling him towarsd her.

"Kana..." He moved next to her and looked at her "I.." He blushed a crimson red.

"Shh..." she whispered softly to him, smiling. Placing one hand on his leg and one hand on his chest, she moved closer. "Don't you...like this?"

"Y-yes..I do" He blushed even a deeper crimson

Kana smiled moving her hand closer to his private place. "That's what I thought." she said softly touching his private place, before squeezing her hand shut. "I want you turned on. Alright?"

"K-kana!..."he said taking in a deep breath "W-what are you doing?"

"Turning you on.." she said softly to him squeezing her hand harder.

"Kana.." He was still breathing hard "What..has gotten into you?" He looked at her face

"Oh nothing...I just want you.." she whispered against him. "...I want you...so bad." she said softly leaning closer. "Take off your clothes.."

"W-what?..." He fell back,blushing "Kana...this feels..weird" Kai said groaning abit

"Weird?" she whispered crawling ontop of him. "How...is this weird?" she asked leaning down closer to him. "...This is normal.." she whispered squeezing her hand again. "Perfectly normal."

"Ahhh.!" He groaned as she squeezed her hand "Kana..your acting weird..what's going on.." He moved around a bit

"...I want you...that's what's wrong." she said softly to him. "That's...what's wrong." she said kissing him on the lips.

Kai's eyes widened as she kissed him,but he gave in and kissed back "Kana...Why..are you acting like this..?" He was panting still tired from comming back

Kana tilted her head down, trembling slightly. Pulling away timidly. Keeping her head down, she stared down at him sadly. "Because...I love you."

"I..I love you too Kana...But.." He hesitated "your just not acting like you..."

Kana's eyes watered slightly. "...I'm sorry." she said putting a hand to her heart. "...I...don't know how else to act when doing this.."

"Its oaky..." He sat up to hug her "You just..came on a little stong..."

Kana shook her head closing her head. "...That...was nothing...compared to what you would..do to me.." she looked at him sadly. "...I want you, Kai." she whispered. "...So please..."

"Augh..." He fell back "What I would do...?" He remember slightly "But..I was..not my self...You can blame me for that..c-can you?" He said panting slightly

Kana looked down at him with sad teary eyes. "...I don't blame you...it's just." she looked away. "Why...why won't you...yourself act that way, towards me?"

"Kana..." He looked up at her "Because...because I.." He closed his eyes and turned his head

Kana kept her head down, still crying. "I...see..." she whispered softly slowly standing to her feet, she turned her back to him. "...I won't ask, for that...if it's too much.." she said in a soft sad voice, as she began for her bedroom door.

"Kana!! Wait please..." He got up from her bed and reached out to her arm "I'll do it..if you really want me too.."

Kana looked back at him sadly, then away. "Don't take pity on me...if you don't want to...then don't..." she whispered.

"Kana.." He turned her around "Why would I take pity on you..and especilly with something like this...I want to..so just shut up and get on the bed okay?"

Kana stared at him obeying him, getting on the bed blushing. "K-Kai...you're...wanting to?"

"Ive always wanted to..." He walked over to her and pushed her back to the bed,stareing down "..."He reached over to her chest

"A-Always?" Kana whispered closing her eyes as she was pushed back, blushing a deep red. Her breathing was soft. "K-Kai.."

"Yea..Always" He said leaning over kissing her with toung,squeezing her chest softly,playing with them

Kana moaned, opened her eyes up. Feeling the way he was acting towards her, caused her to slowly put her arm around around his kneck. Blushing she felt him playing with her chest she pulled out of the kiss for a second.

"Kana...are you ready?" He asked soflty,taking his hand up her shirt to squeez her chest harder

Kana opened her mouth to comment, but nothing came out but a soft moan. "I-I...don't...know..." she said blushing.

"P-please make up your mind..." He took her hand and placed it on his private place "Because I want you...right now" He squeezed her chest harder and kept playing with them.

Kana blushed, and trembled closing her hand shut. "O-Okay..." she said opening her hand back up, looking up at him. "...I...want you..."

"Kana..." Kai smiled at her before kissing her again,taking off her shirt,he kept playing with her chest as he softly kissed them

Kana closed her eyes, "K-Kai...is this..." she lifted her hand to push him away. "R-Right?"

Kai took her hand "Yeah,its right..I mean I am me this time..right?" He gently pushed her back "So,everything should be fine"

"B-But.." Kana tried once again pushing him up, slightly. "...What if you snap, again?" she closed her eyes. "...Kai what if something happens?"

Kai looked at his hands "Well.. im me now right?...Im pretty shure that i'll stay like this..unless..." He looked away "Your really that scared of me..."

"N-No.." Kana said lying softly. She really was scared of him. But wouldn't let him know. "...I'm not.."

"Are you shure..." He said softly still looking away "Because if you are,I'd understand why..."

"I...I am..." she covered her mouth. Looking away. "I...mean..."

"But..why?" He had a ominous feel to him now "I am me now..so my would you be scared?" He looked over at her "It doesnt make any sence...you even said it yourself that you wanted to..and now.." He held his head "It just doesnt make sence!!"

Kana swallowed softly. "...I don't want to be...but I...I don't know." she said tremblnig sligthly.

"I am me..thats a fact..I remember everything...so why."He pinned her down "Now of all times your scared of me?!..What do you want me to do,dissapear?!" Tears fan down his face

Kana trembled. "K-Kai." she whispered speachless as he pinned her down. "I-I don't want that...but you're scaring, me.."

"Now IM scaring you?!" He laughed a little "Just great..just great!! So what? You cant trust me at all?"

Kana closed her eyes. "I want to!" she said as he kept her pinned. "Stop...scaring me.."

"But how?! Do you want me to just sit there? do nothing and let you do everything?"

Kana looked up at him sadly. "Go home..." she said softly. "I'll see you...at school tomorrow..."

"W...what?" Kai looked at her blankly "But...Kana..I...!" His head dropped

"Go.." she said watching his head drop. "...home."

Kai was shaking "Why...Should I?"

"W-What?" Kana asked looking at him, a little shocked. "...Please...just go...home.."

"..." He got off of her and walked to the window picking up a book "Fine...I'll leave" Kai thew the book out the window shatering the glass,He looked over his shoulder with a sad look on his face "..If thats what you really want.."

Kana winced and stared up at him looking at her now broken window. "Why did you break my window, K-ai?" she said trembling. "..Right when it's about to thunder?" she stared at him with a scared look. "Why...?"

"You wanted me to leave..right?" He broke off the pices that remained with his hand and sat in the window. "So I'll leave.." He said stareing at his bloddy hand

"W-Wait..." she said with wide eyes. "Don't...jump...we're on the second floor." she said grabbing his arm, flinching at the sight of the blood on his hand. "...D-Don't.."

"..make up your mind.." He said taking his hand back "Leave..or stay" He swayed a bit as the wind picked up and soft thunder sounded

"...Stay." she said closing her eyes looking away as she crossed her arms over her chest. "Don't...jump..."

"Are you shure you want me here?..what if I 'snap'..that woulndt be very good...especilly since your already half naked.."He looked behind him at the ground and tree,playfully swinging his legs

Kana blushed. "...I'll get dressed just...don't jump."

"Dont..please..while im still here.." He looked over at her blushing a little "..They look nice.." He swayed a bit more as the wind blew harder,it started to drizzle.

Kana swallowed blushing a dark red. "...Perv." she said softly looking away still looking away. Stepping back she lifted up her hand pulling him into the house. Looking away, from the blood on his hand. "Go...clean up.."

Kai smiled when she called him a perv "Yea...okay.." He walked over to the bathroom to clean his hand of the blood,it was still bleading a little.

Kana layed down on the bed, putting her back towards the bathroom. She stared at the wall, before silently standing up. Tip-toeing the door. Slowly opening it, and closing it. She stared down at herself covering her chest with her arms, she ran into the guestroom and closed the door softly locking it. "...He'll go home...hopefully..." she thought sitting on the bed closing her eyes. "Or...it'll upset him..."

Kai was silent when he was cleaning up his hand,He took a towel and wrapped the wounds on his hand.."there...that shold hold."He walked into Kana's room and didnt see her"Ka-na?..." Hid shoulders drooped.."So she really doesnt want me here.."He looked over at the window "No.." He walked down the stares and out of the house slowly,he kept his head down, as it rained harder on him

Kana awoke the following morning, suprised she wasn't woken up sooner. Sitting up. She looked down at herself. "Going...to be late for school." she opened the guest room door, and ran quickly into her room. Closing it, she looked at her room sadly. "..He did leave..." she looked away from her window and got dressed, quickly running out the house with out a word. Running into the classroom, early like the other day, she stared at Kai who was there before her. "...Good morning.." she said sitting in her seat.

"...Yea" He kept looking out the window,and didnt move until the bell rang "...Im leaving" He got up and started to the door,not looking at Kana.

"W-Wait!" Kana said following him out the class room, looking away. "Kai, wait!" She said grabbing his arm. "...Hear me...out.." she said with a sad look, "Please?"

He stopped and looked over to her with a emotionless look "..What..." He said plainly.

Kana looked at him startled, pulling her hand away. "...I...I.." she tried to tell him, but nothing came out. "I...wanted...I.."

"If you cant say it now then dont bother wasting my time" He walked off and didnt look back.He headed to the roof,the sky was a light grey.

"W-Wait.." Kana said quietly pushing past students to get to him, running to the stairs he took to the roof. She stared at the door before opening it, then closing it behind her. "...I'm not leaving you alone.."

He didnt turn to look at her "Why not...if your not carefull..I'll snap..and youle be.." He crossed his arms "Just leave..."

"No." Kana said grabbing his shoulder looking up at him, then away. "...I never meant to...hurt you...but I..." she blushed. "...I was embarassed...and scared."

"Embarassed?..About what..." He still didnt move,and had the same monotonous voice

Kana pulled her hand away slowly. "...Embarassed...about...having sex." she said stepping back. "Embarassed...about you..." she said looking down at the ground.

"Why..would you have to be embarassed about me?" He turned to her "I thought I told you that I loved you..."

Kana looked up for a second, then stepped back once more. "...I-I...it's nothing.." she looked away, blushing as she placed a hand onto her elbow rubbing it before stepping back again. "...Nothing..."

Kai steped twoard her "Whats wrong?.." His head droped again "Do you want me to leave here too?"

"I'll leave..." Kana said keeping her head down, turning away. "I..I'll leave you alone." she said.

"..." Kai turned away and walked over to the rail,he looked down at the people sadly

Kana touched the door knob, and trembled. "...Why doesn't he do anything, to stop me?" she hissed to herself tilting her head down. "..Why?"

"Because..." He said look out to the sky "I know it'l be useless...Youle be to scared to even look at me,and I'll have to leave again" He sat up on the bar "Wich is why I try to do this..but even then you stop me...You just wont make up your mind"

"No it wouldn't!" Kana shouted at him, looking down trembling as she opened the door. "...Idiot."

"What was that for...?" He turned his head and looked at her "Calling me a idiot like that..again"

Kana closed the door silently, as she stepped threw. "...You won't do anything.."

"Tch...who needs you anyway.." He steped on the outside ledge,and climed down into the classroom.

Kana stoped and choaked slightly as she stared at the ground. "No one...needs me.." she whispered as she went down the stairs slowly entering the classroom, ignoring those around her staring at her. Ignoring Kai as she silently cried, she looked down at her book pretending to be listening to the teacher. Before raising her hand and standing up before being called on. "...Going to the...restroom.." she whispered leaving the classroom. Some on the classmates murmured as they looked over at Kai.

Kai looked up at the classmates and gave everyone a dirty look "What the hell do you want?!" He sat there for a bit "Damn it!!" He got up and went out the door,ignoring the teacher as she called out to him "...damn girl..."

Kana walked out of the bathroom, walking up the stairs of the school. She looked at the door ahead of her, the roof door. Opening it and closing it silently, she sat against the wall crying softly.

Kai walked around the school looking for her "Where would she go..?",He stoped amd turned to the stares to the roof "Of course..." He ran up the steps to the door,but stoped at the door..he stared at the knob "Theres no turning back I guess" His eyes were glisning with anxiety.. He reached out to the knob

Kana gasped sadly, as she looked behind her at the door opening. She looked away tilting her head down, putting a hand to her heart she tried to calm herself. But, her tears wouldn't stop.

Kai walked out to the roof and saw Kana at his side,He closed the door and sat on the accross from her "..."

Kana's shoulders trembled as she realized it was Kai. She shook her head to herself, before looking up at Kai with sad red eyes. "What...?"

"..I found you.." He looked down at the ground "Why didnt you run away...make it harder for me to find you...didnt you want to get away from me?"

Kana looked down at the ground as well. "I...can't ever get away from you." she said quietly in a hoarse voice. "...You always follow after me...even if..." she placed her head back into her knees crying again. "...No one needs me..."

Kai looked over at her sadly "Thats...not true...I need you" He looked at the ground again "Thats why I always chase you down.."

Kana kept her head down. "Then why did you say...that...'Who needs you' statement?" she closed her hands tightly as she tried to stop crying. "..It hurts...so much..."

"Because I was mad..I didnt really mean it..." He moved closer to her,and picked up her head with his hand "You know that..."

"But even if you're mad...why.." she stared at him with tearfilled eyes. "...Why...did you...say that?"

"Because I wanted to hurt you..as you hurt me.." He let her go and sat next to her,looking at the ground again "Anyone else can say anything to me..but when you do..it means so much more"

Kana lifted a shaking hand, and then slapped him across the face. "I...don't want to...be..." she pulled her hand away. "...I'm sorry..."

Kai got a blank expression on his face "Wha.." He turned to her "What.. was that for?!" He pinned her down and stared at her.

Kana whimpered and looked up at him with crying eyes. "...You hurt me...I hurt you back..." she said closing her eyes. "Let...go.."

"No..I wont let you go this time.." He lowerd his face to her's "Theres no need to cry..."

"...I can't help it." Kana whispered as he lowerd himself down. "...I can't..."

Kai softly kissed her "Please?"

Kana kissed him back, and closed her eyes. "...I ca-can't..stop.." she said sadly.

He wiped away her tears,and softly kissed her neck "Then..will you let me do this at least?"

Kana tilted her head to the side and trembled. "Yes..I-I will." she said closing her tearfilled eyes.

He kept kissing her neck softly,taking his hand and reached over to her private place"Kana..."

Kana's eyes widened slightly. "...Ka-Kai..." she said swallowing as he reached for her private place.

"Shhh..dont worry..Im still me.." He kissed her deeply as he gently rubbed her private place

Kana blushed and whispered softly, "O-Okay..." before lowering her legs down feeling him rubbing her, caused her to tremble. "Kai..."

He looked up from her chest,"Does it feel good?" He asked embarassed

Kana blushed and nodded her head. "...Y-Yes..." she said looking down at him. "...It does."

"Im glad.." He smiled and softly kissed her chest again,rubbing her a little faster

Kana closed her eyes, and touched his head. "K-Kai...we're still...at school..." she said softly looking down at him, still softly crying. "We...can't do this.."

"Nobody comes out here during class,and no one can see us.." He rubbed harder "So please..let me do this.."

Kana gasped softly. "Kai...!" she said closing her eyes. "...I won't...stop...you..." she said looking down at him. "Be-Because I love you.."

"I love you too,Kana.." He kissed her again taking his hand to squeeze her chest as he moved down to lick her private place

Kana closed her eyes tightly. "Kai.." she said out looking down at him. "Are...you...going..all the way?"

"Only..if you let me" He said looking up at her,blushing a deep red

Kana swallowed and nodded her head. "...F-Fine...alright.."

Kai nodded,and kept licking her private place,squeeing her chest with one of his hands

Kana gasped and closed her eyes. "...Do...it..." she whispered. "I want you...inside of me.."

Kai blushed and nodded.He took off his pants and got near her "Are you ready..Kana?"He asked getting ready

Kana nodded closing her eyes. "Yes..." she said softly. "As...ready as...I'll ever...be.."

Kai stuck it in her slowly "Kana...!" He breathed harder

Kana gasped and tilted her head up and blushed a dark red before moaning. "K-Kai...!" she whispered out trembling..

"Kana?" He stoped moving and looked at her "Are you alright?"

Kana blushed and breathed softly looking up at him. "Y-Yes..I'm...fine."

"O-okay..tell me if it hurts" He kept trusting as soon as he finished,he played with her chest with his hand

"S-Stop.." Kana whispered out, tilting her head away. "...We...need to stop...or something..will...ha-happen..."

Kai slowed down "What..will happen?" He said panting

Kana closed her eyes, blushing. "I'm going to be pregnate.."

Kai thrusted faster "Dont worry..." he squeezed her chest "I'll take care of you if that happens" He gave her a warm smile

"A-Ah..." Kana whispered softly out, looking up at him. "But Kai.." she whispered closing her eyes, hearing the lunch bell ring. "We've...been at this for- a while now."

"But,dont you feel good..." Kai thrusted harder "Kana?" He kept playing with her chest

Kana winced and touched his chest lightly. "Stop.." she whispered staring up at him.

"Kana..." Kai slowed down to a stop and looked at her "..sorry."

"It's...okay.." she whispered slowly sitting up to kiss him, passionately. "We...need to go though.."

Kai kissed her back "O-okay.." He handed her her shirt and he put on his pants "Lets go" He said standing holding out his hand

Kana took her shirt and placed it back on, blushing. "Th-thank you.." she said slowly standing up, placing her clothes back on. "..Kai.." she felt dizzy and leaned against him slightly. "Sleepy.."

"K-kana! Are you okay?"He looked at her worried

Kana was already knocked out. She didn't move when she fell limply in his arms.

"Kana!!...got to get her to the nurse!" He placed her on his back and headed downstares

Soon after she was in the nurses office, she slowly opened her eyes. "Hnnn..." she whispered tilting her head slightly to the side waking up. "W-Where...am I?"

"Good morning!" Kai greated her with a warm smile "Your in the nurses office..you passed out"

"Passed out?" Kana whispered looking over at him confused. "But I...never pass out. Completely Out of character for me." she said slowly sitting up, but stopped, wincing slightly.

"Well you did this time"He said softly pushing her back onto bed "You should rest...dont worry..I wont leave" He said smileing again

Kana leaned back on the bed looking at the ceiling. "Kai?" she whispered softly, yet sadly. "Do you really love me?" she asked looking out the window.

Kai sat back in the chair "Of course I do..why would you ask?" He looked at her puzzled

"Because...I..." she closed her eyes tightly. "Might like...someone else."

Kai felt a chill go down his spine as she said the words "...O-oh..."

"B-But...I..." she looked over at him sadly. "...I don't know, what to do."

"..." Kai just sat there,silent for a minute he didnt look up at her at all..."You should..just do what you want...what makes you happy" He got up and headed to the door "Get well soon..."

"K-Kai wait a minute." She said reaching out to him. "Wait!" she shouted looking at the ground suprised by her voice raising. "...I need...your help..." she said softly and looked up at him. "Please.."

Kai stoped and looked back at her sadly "What..." He said plainly

Kana tilted her head down. "I need your help..." she said looking away. "It's...the boy is in class with use..." she tilted her head down. "I don't...want you to go away."

"..." Kai just sat down in the chair and looked out the window at the sunset,not saying a word...a single tear can be seen going down his cheek...

Kana looked over at him, feeling a ping of guilt go threw her. "Kai...I'm..sorry." she said softly staring at him, squeezing her blanket tightly. "I'm so sorry.."

"Just go to sleep.." He said bluntly,still looking out the window.."damn tears..." He said to himself

Kana turned over and tilted her head down, curling up slightly. "...I might...like Rei..." she said softly staring at the wall.

"...figured as much..." He said planly "We always did used to hang out..."

Kana flinched and turned around to look at Kai. "...Are you...mad at me?"

"I would like to be..." Kai's voice trailed off,he never finished his sentence

Kana stared at him. "I'm sorry...r-really..." she said closing her eyes tilting her head down. "Please...don't be mad...at me.."

"Just go to sleep I said!" He raised his voice breifly "..."

Kana had a hurt look go across her face, before turning over onto her other side. "Idiot..." she whispered softly under her breath.

"..." He stood up and turned her over "What..was that..." The look on his face looked serious,but...

Kana looked up at him, afraid, then looked away. "Nothing..." she said looking back up at him.

"..Lier" He shook her a bit "What..was that?"

Kana flinched lightly, and stared up at him. "I called you...an idiot...okay?" she said turning her head away. "Stop..it."

"..no" He shook her again "Why?"

Kana shivered closing her eyes. "...I don't know..."

"I didnt do anything to you...you did something to me..yet" He got on the bed "You try to hurt me again...why?"

Kana looked at him backing up slightly on the bed. "I-I...didn't mean to.." she said staring at him. "N-Now...stop it.."

Kai grabbed her and pulled her to him "No..." He put his hand on her thigh and gently rubbed it "..You have to apologize.."

"I'm sorry.." Kana whispered closing her eyes, blushing deeply. "Now- stop it...stop..it.." she slowly tried to push him away.

Kai pulled her back again and pinned her down "..not good enough.." He contunued to rub her inner thigh,He looked at her with cold eyes

"...Kai..." she whispered with wide frightened, teary eyes. "...No...I'm sorry for calling you...an idiot...so please.." she felt him rubbing her inner thigh which sent a chill down her spin. "Stop...acting like this..."

"I thought you liked this..?" His voice was extrealy plain,his eyes very cold,He rubbed closer to her private place

Kana blushed and pushed his arm away. "No...not right now.." she closed her eyes tightly. "I told you...I like someone else...this...isn't right.."

"And neaither is toying with my feelings.." He stared at her harder,his eyes filled with anger "That doesnt sound right eaither...DOES IT?!"

Kana flinched and kept her eyes closed. "I-It's not...like that!" she said staring up at his angered eyes. "...I-I don't want to play...with your feelings."

"Then what are you going to do?" He got in her face and stared deepely into her frightend eyes

"I-I..." she closed her eyes turning her head away. "I don't know!" she said trembling. "...I don't...know."

"Then Im leaveing...I dont want to see you...ever again..and if you try to talk to me...well Youle see what happens" He got up from the bed and stared down at her frightend self "..."

Kana stared up at him. "K-Kai...!" she whispered out hoarsely. "Get out.." she said closing her tearfulled eyes. "...I hate you.." she whispered under her breath. "Get..out!"

"..." Kai walked out of the room and closed the door behind him...there was a silence then a loud bang "Damnit!!" Kai punched the lockers nearby...his hand was bloddy again

Five monthes passed, and Kana hadn't talked to Kai since then. Her 'crush' on Rae died, since he moved away. Stepping into the classroom she sat in her new seat behind everyone in the class. Staring down at her stomach she whispered softly. "Great...I'm...poking out.." she said softly.

Kai sat up front in the class,last to get in,first to get out.He hasnt even glanced at Kana since that time...He was doing Okay in school,and he even seemed happy "...Im bored..." Was the only thing he said all day.

Kana put her head down on her desk hugging her stomach. Why did it hurt so much that day? She winced slightly before raising her hand. "..Teacher? May I...go to the nurse?" she said softly holding her stomach.

"Go Ahead Kana" He said,the new teacher was nicer then the old one,since she had to move away because of familly.The new one let you do whatever you wanted as long as you did your work..he stared at Kai

"W-what...?"

"Isnt there someting you should do?"

"..." Kai stared at the ground not saying a word

Kana nodded her head. "Thank you.." she said glancing at Kai for just a second. Then quickly looking away, before- tripping over her foot. "O-Ouch.." she whispered feeling dizzy now. "It...hurts..." she whimpered holding her stomach.

"Kai!.." He stared at him even harder,the classmates started to mummer

"Fine Fine!!" He got up and walked toward Kana "..." He held out his hand to help her

"Huh.?" Kana looked up at Kai blankly. Taking his hand she slowly stood up, wincing she leaned against the door wall slipping out of the classroom quickly- and quietly. Falling to her knees again. "...I can't move..."

As the two got out the class the teacher resumed "Alright class turn your texbooks to page..."

Kai looked away from Kana..."I..can help.." He extended his arm to her again "Hang on.."

Kana looked away too, standing up slowly she shook her head. "...I-I can do it myself...I've been doing it by myself...for five monthes..." she whispered walking slowly towards the nurses office. "...All this pain is because of...that...happening.."

Kai looked away again and walked behind her "...I dont kow what to say.." He said opening the door

"...Don't say anything.." she said sitting down on the bed wimpering. "...Just go...you didn't..ever...want to see me again." closing her eyes tightly she grabbed at her stomach. "Everyday...it gets worse..." she turned over placing the pillow between her arms. "...Everyday...now..l-leave me...alone.."

"..." Kai looked down at her "I guess..I cant say anything..to get forgiveness..." He sat down in a chair across from her "..."

"You don't understand..." Kana said softly closing her eyes. "You just don't..." she trembled. "...You can...go back to class..."

"Your right..I dont..but Im staying..."He looked over at her. 'im sorry..i really am...if only you knew..'

"Idiot.." Kana whispered with teary eyes. "Stop..it...stop..changing your..mind.."

Kana gasped in pain hugging her stomach. "...I'm...in pain...because of this.." she said showing her stomach. "...Because...of...this.." her eyes teared up. "...Your...child."

"..." Kai looked over at her "...I said I'd take care of it..."

"B-But...you...haven't.." Kana whispered sadly. "You've ignored me...not even looked at me until...now." she tilted her head down with crying eyes. "So...why..should I...believe...you?"

"Why wouldnt you?" Kai turned to look at her "I get what you meen though...so.." He got on his knees "Please..believe me..let me take care of you.." He looked up at her "Please.."

Kana stared down at him with sad eyes. "K-Kai..." she looked away. "...I...don't...know..." she said softly, trembling as she felt a sting of pain again in her stomach. "...I don't know..."

"Please.." He lifted his hand and gently touched her stomach "Let me...it is..my fault..."

Kana looked down at his hand, then pushed it off her stomach. "I can't..."

"Please...it.." He looked down "Its the only way I could forgive myself..."

Kana closed her eyes tightly. "No..." she said looking away. "...N-Now...please...leave me...alone.."

"Why not..." He was still looking down

"Because, it can't be un-done..." she looked up at him. "...What..you did.."

"Whats in the past is done! Please!!" He looked up at her,his eyes unwavering "Please let me.."

"N-No!" Kana whispered hugging the pillow to cover her face and stomach. "You can't..."

"But...why..I'll do anything..everything.." His eyes were filled with greif of what he had done..

Kana slowly stood up, walking past him hugging her stomach. "No...now, I'm...going home.." she whispered softly keeping her head down.

"Why not...Why not?!" Kai stood up,placing his hand on the chair behind him "Why wont you let me take care of you!?"

"Because!" Kana spun around and looked at him, then away. "Because..." she stepped back a step. "...I don't want you to...help me."

"If it was anyone else I bet you that they would gladly take my offer.." He steped towards her slowly,draggin the chair behind him "..Maby even take advantage of it.."

Kana kept steping back until she was out in the hall way. "Kai.." she whispered with hard eyes, hugging her stomach. "...I don't want your help..."

"C'mon Kana...please?"He walked to her,almost in a trance

Kana looked at him sadly. "Go away...leave..me alone."

Kai let the chair go and he dropped to his knees "You must really enjoy this..." He said saddly "If you really want me to go..then..just say so.."

"Go away.." Kana whispered softly, stepping to the side. "...Go away..."

"..."Kai stood up,stareing at the floor with half-closed eyes,He slowly started to walk past her "...idiot.."He said solftly passing her,and going down the hallway to leave the school.

"You're...the idiot!" Kana shouted at him tilting her head down, trembling. "You're the one who did this...to us."

"..." Kai turned his head around "..and your the one who refused my help..even on my hands an knees..you still refused...YOU are the idiot" He slowly turned and walked out side the doors,he was going home.

Kana ran as fast as she could after him. "You...are the one who ignored me.." she said running up behind him. "You're the one who refused to look at me!"

Kai turned and stoped in his tracks "I ALWAYS LOOKED AT YOU!...I never stopped..."

Kana gasped silently staring up at him, sadly looking away. "No you didn't.."

"Yes..I did..You have no Idea how terrible I felt...I always thought you hated me after that day..thats why I stopped talking...but I never stopped looking.."

Kana closed her hands up tightly. Trembling in place. "I-Idiot..." she stepped back a step, then stummbled over her foot causing her to trip. She layed on the ground shivering. "...You could...of...talked to me..."

"You even said it yourslef that you hated me...I...I really am a Idiot.."Kai lowered his hand to her

Kana blushed and took his hand, shivering as she pulled him down ontop of her. Closing her eyes, she kissed him, hard, on the lips. "..." pulling out of the kiss she leaned her head down against his chest, trembling.

"...Kana..."Kai placed his hand on her head,He lifted her head and stared into her eyes

Kana gasped, and slowly squrmmed from underneath him. Blushing she kept her head down.

"C'mon.."He said standing up,extending his hand to her"Lets go.."

Kana took his hand and slowly stood up. Keeping her head down as she followed him.

"Were here..."He opend the door to his house "Make yourself at home..." He turned to her and showed her in.

Kana sat on the couch, keeping her head down staring at the ground she looked up at him reluctently. "...Where...are your...parents?"

"...They..." Kai went into the kitchen to get something to drink "..arent here..." His face was filled with agony

"W-What?" Kana whispered staring up at him. "...Where...did they go?"

"They...died..." He closed the door"Car accident...remember that week I wasnt in school?"

"O-O-Oh..." Kana whispered looking down at the ground. "Di-Died..." she looked away. "...I'm sorry." she said closing her hand tightly.

"Mom almost made it...she told me..t-to look after you.." Kai was shaking,"..a-and what a job ive done..just look at you...I abandoned you!!..Im so sorry..." He fell to the ground..

"Kai.." Kana whispered slowly sinking down next to him. "I-It's..." she looked away. "...my fault.."

"What..?" He looked up at her "H-how..you were nowhere near us when it happend..." He was shaking but not as much

"I..." Kana looked away still. "...was...the person..." she tilted her head down. "They dodged from hitting..."

"W...what.."Kai backed up from her "Y-you?"

Kana looked up at him. "I didn't...know it...was your parents..." she said softly. "I-I'm...sorry..." she closed her eyes slowly standing to her feet. "I...I...am...going to go.."

Kai grabbed her arm "Are you serious..It was you...so that why mom said..." He let her go..

Kana stepped back. "...I didn't...mean to...I was...dizzy...and..." she looked away backing up a step.

Kai grabbed her again,softlt this time "Its...okay...It wasnt your fault..right?"

"It was...!" Kana whispered closing her eyes. "...IT was all my fault...I saw...the car coming but didn't move.."

"You were paralized with fear..it can happen to anyone" He pulled her twoards him and hugged her "Its okay...Its alright"

Kana trembled and leaned her head down onto his shoulder, squeezing his shirt tightly. "...Ka-i..." she whispered looking up at him, before lowering one hand down. Closing it around his private place, whispering softly. "...I'm sorry.."

"K-kana..." He blushed slightly "Its okay...I know it was a accident.." He held her tighter..

Kana closed her hand again."...Please..." she whispered as he held her tightly. "Don't..go...away..."

"I..I wont ever leave your side again.." Kai blushed a deeper red "..Ever.."

Kana pulled her hand away slowly. "...Thanks...Kai."

"Anything..for you" He smiled lightly at her "B-but could you..."

Kana looked at him blushing. "What...?"

Kai blushed a deep red "Could you...do that..w-with your mouth?" He looked away for a second

Kana blushed and staggered dizzily. "H-How...but..." she looked down, then up. Blushing, nodding. "A...Alright..."

"Thank..you.." He unbuckled his pants, and looked at Kana for a second.

Kana was trembling.

Kai looked over to her "You..dont have to if you dont want to..." He looked away blushing

Kana shook her head. "No...I'll..." she slowly pushed him down. "I'll...do it.."

"Kana.." he said softly as she pushed him down.He layed there stareing at the ceiling blushing..

Kana closed her eyes and lowered her head. Slowly putting her mouth over his private place.

Kai breathed in deeply feeling her "..!!"

Kana slowly pulled away, then did it again. Then pulled away. Blushing she touched her lips softly.

"Kana...Your..great.." Kai was breathing deeply

Kana blushed and looked away. "You're...welcome..." she said smiling slightly, before tilting her head down.

"..." Kai just looked up at her and smiled,he put his head down and stared at the roof thinking 'She's really not here anymore...is she..?'

"Kai?" Kana whispered softly tilting his head towards her. Blinking softly. "Are you...okay?"

"Y-yeah...Im fine...just,a little tired is all" Kai sat up and rubbed the back of his head"You can sleep in the guest room tonight"He still had that blank expression on his face.

"...A-Alright.." she said standing up, still looking down at him. "Good night then, Kai.."

Later that night Kai got out of bed and quietly walked out of the house "..."

Kana sturred slightly. "Kai..." she whispered softly before sitting up in the bed. "What?" she heard the door close downstairs. "Kai?" she got out of the bed and ran down the stairs after him.

Kai had a bat in his hand as he slowly walked around,his eyes pale as the moon.He had no Idea he was being followed

Kana closed the door and hid behind a tree watching him. "Why does he...have a bat?" she thought as she ran to another tree.

Kai stopped,and turned to where a group of people where "...",He started to walk to them

"Is Kai in a gang?" She whispered watching him. Silently slipping behind a pole, she watched.

The crowd stoped talking and looked up to Kai "What do you want?!"

"..."

"Hey!...Answer when your spo-"The man couldnt finish his sentence,as Kai smashed his face with the bat,the others looked on in horror. "..Thats for giving her trouble!!" Kai kept wacking the lifless body listing things as he went on..

Kana's eyes widened as she let out a scream, a loud scream. Before turning around running quickly. "He kills people...he ki-kills people!" she kept saying to herself shutting the door to his house. Quickly running up the stairs, and closing the guestroom door. "He...kills...people"

Kai turned his head slowly only to see a foot go off in a direction "..."He turned again to the corpse and he started to laugh,loudly and manaicly "I.I did this!!...Hehhehehe I DID THIS!!"

Kana sunk to her knees trembling. "He...he's gone...crazy..." she tilted her head down. "...Why?"

Kai slowly walked into town,"Just one more...one more" He stoped infront of a convience store,smileing wickidly "Its your turn..."

Kana slipped into the bed and closed her eyes tightly. "...Stay...calm...stay calm.." she whispered to herself trembling. "...He's not, crazy.." she winced slightly holding her stomach slightly. "...He can't be..."

After 10 minutes Kai walked out the store..even bloodyer then he was before ,breathing heavily "Its done..its done.." He walked home dragging the bloody bat behind him

Kana flinched hearing the door down stairs slowly open. Her eyes widened and she looked at the door with wide eyes. "Did...I lock...the door?" she thought before leaning back down, quickly closing her eyes.

Kai went into the kitchen and washed off the bat "If she finds out...I wont be able to live with myself..." Kai took the bat into his room and changed tossing the clothes into the closet behind a box "..." He got into bed,but never got any sleep

The following morning, Kana sat up in bed slowly. Trembling as she opened the guest room door. She saw no one in the hallway, so she snuck down the stairs towards the door.

"Good morning..." Kai said from the kitchen"Arent you even gona say 'hi' before you go..or at least have some breakfast?"

Kana flinched and looked over her shoulder at him, her eyes wide with fear. "Calm down...Kana." she thought shaking her head looking away. "I'm not...hungry."

"R-really...oh okay..." Kai turned away and cringed 'does she know?!...no..no Im perfectly safe..besides they had it comming...' "Then,were were you going?"

"I...guess...no where.." Kana whispered softly taking her hand away from the door knob. Keeping her eyes fixed to the floor.

"Oh..." The air was tence..."So...uhm..."

"W-What?" Kana whispered stepping back a step. "...Is it?" she asked turning parshly to the steps. "...Is there, something you want to tell me?"

"I...I..." Kai gulped "..No..its..its nothing..."

Kana looked at him, then looked away. "...Idiot...idiot...idiot.." she whispered slowly walking up the stairs. "...Fine, then don't tell...me.."

Each word...pirced Kai like a sword "...Idiot..." Kai held his head and started to laugh "IM AN IDIOT?! HAHAHAHHAA!! "

Kana's eyes widened and she ran up the stairs now. "...Yes you are!" she said hearing him laughing. "...He's snapped...again."

"You...!!!!" Kai rushed up the stairs to see her standing there "Say that again..." He said seething

Kana stepped back a step then another one staring at him with wide eyes. "...K-Kai." she quickly turned to go into the guest room. "I won't...I w-won't!"

Kai burst into the room,almost breaking the door open as she tryed to close it "SayitagainSayitagainSAYITAGAIN!!"He pinned her against the wall

Kana's eyes watered and she trembled in fear. "...Idiot..." she whispered tilting her head down. "...Y-You're...hurting me."

"Im hurting YOU!?!"He slamed her back to the wall "NOW im hurting you..All this time..Iv been trying my best for you and its not enough..." He looked her in the eye "WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!"

"A-Ah..!" Kana shouted out in pain, trembling she looked at him in the eye. "...I want you...to...stop it." she said in pain, looking down at her stomach. "...Stop...it...!"

"Why?! So you can cause me more pain..." He didnt let her go

Kana whimpered as a tear fell down onto his hand. "You're...hurting me..." she whispered again. "...You...killed...people last night..." she whispered closing her eyes tightly. "...Let...me go...I...don't...want the...baby to die."

"...So you saw.."Kai firmed his grip "The only reason they died..is because they caused mom pain..made her life harder then its supposed to be..." His eyes softend "And the reason why your still here is because she asked me to take care of you and..." He put his hand on her stomach "...this..."

"So...if she didn't ask for that...you would have killed me?" Kana asked opening her eyes slowly. "C-Correct?"

Kai shook his head "Theres no way...I'de ever kill you...I'de sooner die myslef then kill you..." He let her go "And..I know I'll regret this later..causing you pain.."

Kana winced and sunk to the ground keeping her head down. "...Kai...Kai..." she closed her eyes, holding her stomach. "It hurts.."

Kai looked over to her "Is it..is it time...?"

Kana shook her head. "No..." she whispered tilting her head down. "It isn't.." she slowly crawled to the bed. Getting into it she looked over at him with soft-sad eyes. "I'm...sorry."

"K-kana..." He walked over to her "Why..why are you sorry?"

"For being in the road...that day." she said looking away.

"..." Kai's shoulders drooped "Its...It was a accident.."He said solemly,sitting on the bed next to her

"But...s-still.." she whispered trembling. She looked away. "...Idiot..." she murmured softly.

Kai jumped a little "...I see..." His eyes were a pale brown as he sat on the ground holding his legs close to his body "After all this time...im still an idiot.."

"N-No...I was...calling myself that, Kai.." she said softly looking down at him. "Not you."

"...not..me..?" Kai was almost confused at the fact that he wasnt called an idiot

"...I called myself that, Kai." she said softly.

"..." Kai looked up at Kana..."But..but why?"

"...Nothing..." Kana whispered softly looking away. Closing her eyes. "Are...you...mad at me?"

Kai crawled up into bed with her and put his arms around her softly kissing her neck "No...im not mad at you."

Kana blushed and tilted her head up slightly. "...A-Alright..." she whispered out.

Kai softly nibbled on her ear "Remember..back when everything seemed perfect..just you,me..no troubles at all..."

Kana looked up at him slightly. "Yes...I r-remember..."

"I wish that we were back then..." He looked at her "So that we could do this the right way..."

Kana blushed and looked up at him. "Do this?" she tilted her head slightly. "What're you talking...about?"

"Our relationship..the baby..all of it..I wanted to do it properly..." He took his hand and put it on her stomach "But right now...now thats its calm..and quiet,Its not so bad.."

Kana nodded her head. "You're...right.." she said softly touching his hand. Feeling sleepy. "So..sleepy...Kai." she said slowly yawning slightly. "I'm...skiping school.."

"You can do..whatever you want.."He was tired from not getting any sleep last night "..whatever..you want.."

Kana slowly closed her eyes. "...Goodnight...Kai.." she said shivering from the cold, squeezing his shirt softly.

"..G'night...Kana.." He wraped his arms around her to keep her warm

Kana sighed softly before slipping off into a soft sleep.

The following night she woke up. "Kai?"

Kai was still asleap the next morning,babbleing incoherintly

Kana looked down at him smiling slightly, before crawling off the bed. Rubbing her eyes slightly, walking out of the room quietly. She went into his room smiling slightly. Looking around it, something caught her eye in the closet. Blinking slightly, she lifted up the bloody clothes. Causing her to gasp and back up. holding back a scream before someone hugged her from behind.

"Good morning Kana!" Kai said holding her "How are you?"

Kana's eyes stared up at him as she dropped the clothes onto the ground. "I-I'm...scared."

Kai stared at the clothes at the ground "Thats right..I did that..." He let go of Kana "I...I..."

"Why?" Kana asked looking away from the blood on the clothes. "W-Why...did you?"

"Because..they moms life harder...they..used her..and dad didnt do anything about it...mom was really hurt but she put on a strong face...but I knew that she was hurting inside"

"...I see..." Kana whispered looking away still. "...B-But killing them?" she caught a small glimps of the bat in the corner. "Why...go so far?"

"Becuase I couldnt stand the fact that they were still here when mom was..." Kai clenched his fists "I..I just couldnt take it anymore!!"

Kana stepped back and tilted her head down. "B-But...Kai..." she closed her eyes.

"I know...its not the best reason in the world...I wouldnt be surprised if you smaked me around for it..."

"I'll just..." she stepped by him softly whispering. "...idiot..." she said softly running down the stairs.

"...wha..."Kai got up and followed her downstairs "What was that for?"

Kana stoped at the door and didn't look back at him. "...Teasing.." she whispered opening the door, before closing it.

"T-teasing..." Kai opened the door and ran out "Kana?..."

Kana was already running down the street from his house.

"H-Hey!!" Kai chased her down "Wait up!!"

Kana slowed down to a walked trying to cetch her breath, hidding behind a tree in the park.

"Kana..?" Kai looked around "Where are you...?" Kai saw Kana's ribbon and snuk up behind her "Got you!"

Kana jumped and looked up at him then away. "Nooo you don't!" Kana said scrambling to her feet.

"Yes I do!" He said grabbing her from behind laughing a bit "Told you.."

Kana blushed and moved around. "Nooo, let go, Kai!" she said actully kicking him in a painful place.

"Gah!..." He fell to his knees "Ow..h-hey..that..not right..owowow.."

Kana flinched and looked down at him. "Told you, you can't get me." she said skiping back away from him, smiling slightly.

"Y-our Evil!! " Kai crawled after her "I'll get you!!"

Kana blinked and stepped back then, again before she took off running. "Li-Like I said, you can't get me." she said smirking slightly now.

"Ahhh!!" Kai sprinted after her "I'll get you!!"

Kana turned the corner and came to a sudden stop. Looking around she tried to find a place to hide. "...Where to hide?" she whispered before running backwards slightly, before crossing the street. "I'll just get back to the house!" she thought running a different way- down a alley.

Kai turned the cornor "D-damn it...where did she go?" Kai looked around "Grrr I'll find you!!" Kai took off running in a random direction

Kana let out a realived sigh, hearing him run off to a different area. "Safe.." she thought leaving against the wall of the alley to breath. "I can...get back to the house now..."

Kai ran arounf town untill he was out of breath "..W-where..is she?!..." Kai sat down next to a wall "M-maby a-t the house..?" Kai was breathing heavily

Kana opened the house door, and closed it softly. Leaning against the door for a second to breath, she walked into the living room. "He's not here." she whispered before climbing up the stairs. "A bath...sounds good right now.."

"T-tired.." Kai was dragging his feet,taking deep breaths "Maby if I...wait at the house..shure she'll be mad...but..Im tired.."

Kana leaned against the wall as she waited for the water to full-up in the bathtub. "I hope he isn't mad...at me for kicking him." she rubbed her head. "This stupid water takes forever..." she murmured softly.Kana leaned against the wall as she waited for the water to full-up in the bathtub. "I hope he isn't mad...at me for kicking him." she rubbed her head. "This stupid water takes forever..." she murmured softly. Looking towards Kai's room she smilied slightly. "I know...I shouldn't...but..." she slowly got up and went into Kai's room.

"...Where..am I?!" Kai looked around to see that he was in a part of town that he didnt go to alot "..crap..now I have to take the train.." He said as he draged his feet to the local map

Kana slowly pushed open the door, looking away instantly from the bloody clothes on the ground. "Lets see..." she went over towards his desk. Pushing some papers around slightly, she found a dark notebook. "What's this?"

"Lets see...the nearest train station is..Ah! Okay,so im..here..and its over..there!" Kai walked over to where the train station was supposed to be,He finnaly got some breath back..

Kana opened up the black book. "A cooking recipie?"

Kai looked out of the window on the train "...Broke.." The train headed out.

Kana flipped some more, some small reminders of his. "What's this?" she tilted her head slightly. "His journal?" she turned the page, and began to read.

Kai sighed as he got off the train "Oh man...Almost fell asleap..."He got out of the train station.."Alright! now I know where I am!" Kai almost ran home 'but if its this late already..and if she's home..eaitther way she'll be mad at me...'

Kana gasped quietly. Placing the notebook up her shirt instantly scrabbling back into the guestroom. "...I'll...read this later." she mumured as she quickly ran into the bathroom. Closing the door with a slam, she took off her clothes and got into the bathtub. "Few..." she said softly leaning her head back. "Safe.."

"Finnally..im home..." Kai opened the door "H-hello?..Is she even here?..whatever..im beat.." he saidas he plopped himself down on the couch,his stomach growled "...and hungry.."

Kana blinked as she got out of the tub. "Kai?" she said softly opening up the bathroom door slightly. "You home?"

Kai lifted up his head from the couch "Y-yea..I am..How long have you been here?"

"A while.." She answered back, half way down the stairs. She hugged the towel around herself. "Are you alright, idiot? Did I kick you to hard eariler?" she asked bluntly.

Kai's head drooped back into the couch "Nice to see you too..." He said crossing his legs "..and yes you kicked me hard.."

Kana turned around. "Well, good." she said walking down the stairs. 'Why am I...being mean to him?' she thought looking over at him, holding the towel around herself tightly.

Kai looked up at her and blushed a little "You were taking a bath?"

Kana looked away, blushing. "Y-Yes..."

"Why'd you have to pick sush a small towel..." Kai said still looking at her "When you know where the others are..."

Kana gapped a little. "It's not...that small." she said steping back at step. "I'll...go change it then.."

"No..you dont have to.." Kai said blushing "Please?"

Kana stood there, and blushed a dark red. "Fine..." she said softly looking away still.

"You know.." He sat up on the couch "Ive been throguh alot today because of you.."

"Really?" Kana asked standing in place. "It's not my fault you're such an idiot." she said looking away.

Kai scoweld at her "I was lost in a part of town Ive never been to! I used up all my money to buy a train ticket to come home! I was looking for YOU!! And now I dont have any money to buy food untill NEXT WEEK!!..." He just sighed

Kana took a step back. "That sounds like a personal problem to me." she said as she began up the stairs.

"This was all YOUR FAULT!!" Kai grabbed her arm "And just tell me..how are you going to pay me back?"

Kana nearly triped and looked back at him. Blushing as she hugged the towel around herself even more. "...I'll stay out of your way, that's what I'll...do." she said tugging of her arm. "Let go of me."

"Noo..I dont think that sounds good enough" he said feeling her up "I may be tired..but...looking at you in this towel.." He pulled her closer

Kana blushed and stared up at him. "K-Kai.." she whispered softly looking up at him.

"..." Kai smiled slightly and kissed her,as he took his hand and rubbed her private place gently

Kana moaned in the kiss, nearly dropping her towel in the process. "Kai...?" Kana whispered staring up at him. "Are you...turned on or s-something?..." she asked blushing a deep red feeling him rubbing her down there.

"Well you are in a towel in my house..." He rubbed her faster "What would you expect?..."

Kana stubbled back slightly on the steps. Feeling dizzy. "...I don't know...what to expect." she said looking away, feeling him rubbing her faster. "K-Kai...I'm...going to go change.."

"No..dont.." He pinned her down on the couch"Is there really a point anyway..." Kai squeezed her chest,rubbing her harder "Dont you like this?.."

Kana looked up at him blushing a deeper red. "...Kai...to...sudden." she whispered softly feeling him squeeze her chest. She moaned out quietly. "...I'll make you dinner...Kai, if you let me...go get dressed..."

"Im not that hungry anymore..." He siad sqeezing her harder,lowering the towel to lick her chest

Kana gasped softly. "...Kai..." excaped from her lips. "Stop.."

"Why should I?" Kai said looking down at her

"Because." she said pushing him up. "...I'm..not wanting to right now.." she said fixing her towel back to normal.

"Tch..your never wanting to.." He said giveing her a cold look

"That's not true!" She said defencively. "...Not true.." she stepped back. "...I'm going to bed."

Kana ran up the stairs, still blushing. "Good night.." she said as she closed the door, quickly changing into some night clothes Kai had given her to wear. Turning out the lightly she turned on her side and hugged her stomach slightly. "...You're comming out soon..." she whispered before slipping off into sleep.

Kai was still awake on the couch around midnight "...I need a bath" He got up softly and went into his room to get a towel "..A nice long hot bath to calm the mind." He stepped into the bathroom "Hmm?"

Kana slowly opened her eyes in the middle of the night.. Rubbing them, she turned on the lamp. "He...should be asleep by now.." she whispered before taking out the notebook she took from his room. Looking down at it, she began to flip back to where she last read.

"..Tch..forgot to drain the tub." He reached into the water and undid the plug "...That should do" He said as the water went down the drain "Alright now then.." He turned on the water and pluged the drain as he undressed himslef

Kana placed the notebook down. "Bathroom.." she murmured hidding the notebook under her pillow. Getting out of bed, she opened up the door to the bathroom. Blinking a few times, she bed a deep red. "K-Kai!" she shouted closing the door. "S-Sorry.."

Kai stood there,hunched over the tub as he was about to get in,blushing "C-couldnt you hear the watter running?! Jeez...its okay" He said getting in the tub "Im gonna be a while..theres one downstairs..you know where it is"

"Idiot.." she whispered walking down the stairs, blushing. Going into the bathroom downstairs, she sighed.

"...!!" Kai sunk into the water "She's the idiot..." He closed his eyes and relaxed "Feels good.."

Kana climbed the stairs and glanced at the bathroom for a second, before walking into the guestroom. Closing the door, locking it behind her.

"..." Kai sat there and just remnincied about the day '..Im..tired..'

Kana finished reading the notebook, and closed it. Looking down. "...Jeez..." she whispered softly standing up. Quietly unlocking her door, she snuck hopefully past the bathroom silently. "Gotta...return this.."

"Ugh if I stay here too long I'll fall asleap and die..Gotta go to bed.." He rose from the watter getting a towel "Phew..that was good!" He unpluged the towel and opened the door "K-kana...?..what..are you doing in my room..?" He stared at her as he entered his room

Kana flinched and looked over her shoulder at him, then down at the notebook. "I was...looking for...something.."

"Looking for something...in my room?...What is it?" He said steping twoards her

Kana steped away from the desk. "It's not here...s-so...I'm...going to...go." she said stepping past him.

"Whats that in your hand?" He said grabbing her shoulder

Kana stoped and looked down. "Here..." she said handing the black notebook back, pulling away from him. "...Good night."

"H-hold on!!" He grabbed her again "Why did you have this?!..Did you read it?!..ANSWER ME!!"

Kana closed her eyes. "I..." she looked back at him. "I did. I'm so-sorry."

"Why..." He tossed the notebook "Why would you do that?!"

"I was...curious..." she said looking away. "I'm sorry."

"But thats MY notebook!! Thats personal!!!"

Kana flinched and stepped forward a bit, but stopped feeling him hold onto her arm. "Ouch...let...go...I said...I was sorry.."

"I DONT CARE!" He flung her at the bed

"Ah!" Kana shouted fitting the bed. "K-Kai!" Kana said staring up at him. "What...are you...doing!?"

Kai shook her "What did you read?! What do you know?!! Has your curiosty been satisfied!?"

"I-I read all of it!" Kana said closing her eyes. "Stop it!" she said pushing him up by his chest. "Stop it.."

"If you didnt want this to happen then you should have never read that book!!" He pushed her back

Kana pushed him back. "Idiot!" Kana shouted at him, keeping her head down. "Such...an idiot.."

"Im and idiot?! Why am I the Idiot!" He pinned her down against the bed

Kana glared up at him, trembling. She looked away. "You just...don't get it." she whispered before kicking him. Standing up, she kept her head down. "I'm going to bed.."

"Guh!!" Kai fell off the bed spiting on the floor,He looked up at Kana "What is it?! What DONT I GET!??!" He reached his hand out to her

"I never...liked you..." she said tilting her head down.

"...!" Kai's eyes widend "You..You..!!" He stood up and kept his head down "Get out...GET OUT OF MY HOUSE YOU BASTARD!!!"

"B-But I..." Kana's eyes widened stepping back. "I never finished...!"

"I said get out!!" He pointed at her "If you never liked me then why did you put up with me,why even bother talk to me?!"

"Kai!" Kana stared at him. "Shut up!" She shouted out, gasping in pain. Falling back onto the ground. "Shut up..." she said keeping her head down. "I'm not leaving!!"

"Then Why are you here" He stared down at her as she fell

"...I didn't mean to say that."

"Then what did you mean,what did you want to say..." His voice was still cold

"I just...wanted you to stop..." she said softly looking up at him.

"You wanted me to stop..." Kai's eyes filled with anger "Then Why did you have to go and mess with me again?! Get OUT!!"

"No I won't leave!" Kana shouted at him, tilting her head down. "I have no other place to go to..!"

"Fine...stay..." Kai went over to his closet to get a coat "I'LL leave.." He gave her one last look before he headed downstairs

"No!no!no!" Kana shouted crawling after him. "Don't go!" she shouted before, screaming pain. "...This pain...!" she tilted her head down. "Kai, please! Not now...don't go...it's...time!"

"You know where the phone is..." Kai turned and walked downstairs and out the door closing it behind him,He walked down the road "What..am I doing..."

"K-Kai...!" Kana choaked out staring at the door, feeling dizzy. Letting out a scream of pain, she panted. "...Blood..." she whispered staring at the puddle of blood under her. "No..Not...blood." she leaned against the wall. Breathing deeply.

"She messes with me too much...she deserves this!"Kai stoped in his tracks "Does she really?... Of cousrse she does! But shes been there for you even when you dont notice it!" Kai was haveing a battle with himself,to save Kana or leave her for dead

Kana trembled. "I...can't stay awake..." she whispered in pain, leaning against the wall. "...I'm going to die..." she looked down and cried out in pain. "Phone...cellphone..." reaching into her pocket, she dial 911. But droped the phone from a tremor of pain going threw her. "Ah!" she shouted.

Kai heard her screams 'Go on run away! No I have to save her! What for,She'll hate you for leaving her for dead in the first place. B-but...' "I...I..!!!"

Kana then began quiet, trembling in pain. She pushed, the baby out. It cried. Kana then looked up at the ceiling before fainting from the blood loss.

"...Its quiet...No!!" Kai rushed back to the house to see Kana on the ground "Kana!! " He rushed to her side "Kana!! Kana!!" He looked over to the baby "...Your...Gotta get help first!!" Kai took her phone and got help,He wraped up the baby in a blanket as the medic's came to take them to the hospital

"She'll be...fine." the doctor said looking at the baby in his hands. "The baby will be alright too. here."

"..Thank you..." Kai took the baby into his arms and sat next to Kana ".Please wake up soon.."

The baby reached up to Kai with big brown eyes, smiling and talking baby talk.

Kana's hand flinched. "Where...am I?"

Kai looked down at the baby and smiled,then up at Kana as she spoke "Your in the hospital...Kana"

Kana flinched and looked over at Kai, then away. "...How did I get here?"

"I came back..to help,I got the medics to come get you.." Kai looked down at the baby

"O-Oh..." Kana whispered still looking away. Trembling slightly, she bit her lower lip. 'Don't...cry Kana...don't cry..' she thought. Closing her eyes.

The baby looked over at Kana and reached out one hand. "mamo hotise.." she mumbled.

"..Im sorry Kana..." Kai looked down at the baby as she mumbled "..mamo hotise...?"

Kana trembled, before the little machine began to beep meaning she was to 'upset' at the moment. "..It's not your fault.."

"...Lier.." Kai looked down "H-here" Kai moved his arms to her handing her the baby "You probebly dont want me here right now.."

Kana looked at the baby then at Kai. "Don't...leave. Please.."

"..." Kai nodded and sat back down in the chair,looking at the floor

Kana timidly took Kai's hand. Squeezing it tightly. "I'm sorry...I read your journal."

Kai blushed and looked at her "I-its okay...Im sorry I.."

Kana shook her head. "Stop...apologizing...please.."

Kai sat there silently and nodded

Kana looked up at him. "I promise...not to...tell anyone about your secerts alright?"

"..T-thank you..." He said solemly

Kana looked up and him, and pulled him closer. "...What did you name her?"

"A...Aono" He said looking into her eyes

Kana looked away, smiling. "Aono it is then." Leaning back she handed Aono to him. "...Let me sleep."

".Y-yeah..Okay.." Kai took Aono and looked at her "Aono..."

Aono looked up at Kai. Smiling.

Kana tilted her head to the side. "Night."

"Good night.." He said softly smileing at Aono

After a while, Kana woke up. "...I don't wanna be here anymore." she moaned out softly looking over at Kai, who was asleep.

"...ah..mm.." Kai mumbled in his sleep

Kana sat up and rubbed her head. "Kai, let's leave...come on...wake up."

"...hauu.." Kai kept mumbleing as he woke up "huh..wha.."

"Let's go." Kana said pulling the blanket off herself.

"But..." Kai sat silent for a second "O-okay..lets go" He said standing up

Kana stood up after him. Wobbling a bit she looked down. "Alright." she said to herself nodding her head. "Let's go!"

"But..." Kai sat silent for a second "O-okay..lets go" He said standing up

Kana stood up after him. Wobbling a bit she looked down. "Alright." she said to herself nodding her head. "Let's go!"

They left the hospital with little trouble. "Are you shure you okay?" Kai said on the way back home

"Yes...I'm fine." Kana said softly following after him, holding the baby in her hand. "I'm just sleepy."

"If your tired then you should let me hold Aono,just in case" He said turning to her

Kana looked over at him. "Here..." Kana whispered handing Aono to him.

Kai took Aono and kept walking "Were almost home..you can rest there if you want."

"T-Thanks."Kana said looking down. "Hey...are you...mad at me still?"

"..No..I have to say that im not" He looked over and gave her a warm smile

Kana blushed lightly looking up at him. "R-Really?"

"Yeah..well theres no way I could stay mad at you forever.." Kai turned back to her "I love you to much to" Giveing her another warm smile

"B-But..." Kana looked up at him again. "I thought you.." she stumbled and sat on the couch. "...I smell blood." she whispered sighing.

 "..thats from you...I still havent cleaned up yet" He handed her Aono "Here,I'll clean it up now" 

Kana looked down. "Sorry." She said taking Aono.

"Its okay..." He said getting the mop and bucket "I dont mind.."

Kana looked up at him then down at Aono. "...Okay..." she said softly closing her eyes.

"There..." Kai went into the kitchen to clean up,he looked over at Kana "..asleap.." He said smileing again

Kana turned over onto her side, before she heard Aono start crying. "Ugh..." she moaned softly.

"Shure.." Kai walked over to Kana and took Aono "Shhh dont cry..." He said in a soft voice trying to confort the baby

Aono kept crying. Looking up at Kai like she needed something.

"Ehh...are you..hungry?" Kai looked up "I think she's hungry..."

"Then feed her..." Kana said half asleep, turning over again.

"..." He sighed as he went to the fridge "..milk..milk...yea this will do..now a bottle..Ugh where are thouse things..." Kai put the milk on the stove as he searched for a bottle "You better be hungry...cuz the last thing I want to do is change you.." He said smileing at her

Aono stoped crying, and giggled looking at her father smile at her. Speaking gibberish, she reached out towards the milk.

"Ah!..found it" He found his old bottle "Gotta clean it then I'll feed you alright?" Kai turned off the stove to let the milk cool and he cleaned the bottle "There..and this is for you.." He said putting the bottle in her face filled with luke-warm milk

Aono took the bottle and began to drink, looking up at Kai as she did so. Blinking her eyes closed slowly, the bottle stayed in her hand as she leaned against his chest.

Kai sighed again as he sat down across from Kana "This is gonna be interesting..."

Kana opened her eyes up slowly. "Kai?" she whispered rubbing her eyes. "S-Sorry...I'll...feed her..."

"I'ts Okay..I got it" He looked up at her "You can go into the room and rest there..I'll set up the crib after she's done" He said looking at the now half empty bottle.

Kana slowly stood up. "O-Okay.." she said feeling dizzy as she walked up the stairs slowly.

"Have a nice sleep.." He said still looking at Aono smiling 'dang I coulda sworn this bottle was half full..I guess she takes after her mother..heh heh'

Aono blinked open her eyes and let the bottle fall. Yawning, she tilted her head to the right before dosing off to sleep.

"Oop" Kai said catching her head "..now wheres the crib.." A few moments later Kai found the crib,cleaned it out and readied it for Aono,placing her in it "This is where youle sleep.." He said softly closing the door to his parents room.

Kana put the blanket over her head. Sighing she looked down. "I can't sleep anymore.."

"...finally.." He let out a deep sigh and headed into his room,looking at the journal "..."

Kana slowly stood up out of the bed. Stretching out, opening the guest room door. "Kai?" she whispered slowly pushing the door open.

"..Yeah..what is it?" He said pushing the book into the trash

Kana watched him throw the book away. "N-Nevermind...sorry I bothered you!" she said stepping back a couple of steps.

"Hmm oh its okay..I needed a new one anyway" He said pockiting a few scraps of paper

Kana looked at him then down. "Y-Yeah." she said softly stepping back. "Idiot." she hissed out, looking back over her shoulder.

"..." Kai's eyes widend..."Why..." He looked down at the floor

"Why what?" she asked looking at him, confused.

"Why would you say that after everything that has happend..." He steped towards her

Kana stood in place. "What did I say?.."

"You know what you said..." He said standing in front of her,reaching his arms up to her shoulders

Kana looked up at him. "N-No I don't know what I said..." she said staring up at him.

He got in her ear "...idiot..." He tossed her to the wall near the bed

Kana's let out a small wince as her back hit the wall. "W-Why...did you call me an idiot?" she asked looking up at him, feat in her eyes. "K-Kai.."

Kai looked down at her "..after eveything..im still an idiot huh?!" He grabbed her by her collor

Kana closed one of her eyes. "R-Right now yes you are...let me go."

Kai's eyes widend again "See there you go!!" He slamed her against the wall "Whats your reasoning?! What right do you have?!" He looked into her eyes.

"W-What...right do you have for hurting me?" she asked trembling in pain. "My back hurts now...let me go."

"You called me a idiot,twice!!" He pinned her against the wall "I will not"

"I called you an idiot once." Kana said gasping in pain. "..Y-Yes you will...let me go.."

"I will do no such thing!!" He tightend his grip

"A-Ah.." Kana said staring up at him. "Please, let go.."

"Why should I!?" He said in her face

"...You're hurting me..." she said closing her eyes. "Let me go.."

"You hurt me...I have every right to pay you back..unless you can think of a different way..." He said smiling a little

Kana blushed and averted her eyes. "P-pervert...n-no.."

"Then.." He tossed her again to the floor "This will have to do..."

Kana tried to cetch herself, but hit the ground on her side. "K-Kai...this counts as a-abuse!" she said staring up at him with teary eyes, backing up slowly on the ground.

He walked toward her "..really..I never knew..maby thats why..." He looked over at the trash bucket

Kana looked over at the trash can as well, with wide eyes. "Y-You told me...you forgave me for that..." she said backing up still. "Stop it.."

"..Did you happen to read the part...about mom?" He looked back at Kana

"I-I did..." Kana said her back now against the wall.

"...Isnt this like some of thouse pages?..." He walked over to Kana

Kana winced and closed her eyes. "...It is..." looking away. "Please...don't...hurt me."

Kai extened her hand to her and patted her on the head "...sorry.."

Kana opened her eyes and looked up at him. "Kai..." she looked down at her wrists where he pinned her. They were bruised. She looked down, and slowly stood up.

"...It's fade after a while..." He went over to his bed and sat down "..." He stared up at his ceiling and sighed

Kana slowly stood up and looked over at him. Walking to the bed, she sat down and looked down at him. "Are you...mad at me?.."

"I...I dont think so..." He looked over at her wrists,then back up to the ceiling "Are you..mad at me?"

"N-No.." Kana said softly laying down next to him.

"Are you telling the truth.." He placed his hand on her head and ran his fingers throgh her hair

Kana didn't answer him, she stared at him sadly.

"...I thought as much.." He kept 'petting' her "I dont blame you..." He said sadly.

Kana looked up at him, and touched his arm gently. "...I never said yes though.."

"..." Kai looked down at her softly "Kana..."

Kana tilted her head down under his chin. "Why though...did you hurt me?"

"...Like I said before.." He put his arm around her "Your words mean more to me then anyone elses...A-and maby..Its dad's fault"

Kana was confused still, but she pushed it aside. "I see..." she said softly looking up at him. "I...think I'm going to go to bed."

"...Okay...Good night Kana." He looked at her "Kana..."

"Good night." Kana said softly, slowly pulling away. "Kai?" she looked at him, then away. "Idiot...is a good nickname for you, isn't it?"

"...!!" Kai sat up and looked at her "What do you mean by that..Kana.."

Kana shrugged. "It's a nickname." she said slowly standing. "Good night."

He grabbed her arm "I dont like it...one bit.."

Kana looked back at him. "Kai...I was just playing..."

Kai brought her closer "..still dont like it.." He took his hand and squeezed her chest

Kana blushed and moaned softly. "...K-Kai..." she sat down on the bed, as he squeezed her chest.

Kai took his other hand and pushed her down onto the bed "..." He licked her neck softly,still squeezing her chest

"K-Kai..." Kana whispered out, trembling slightly. "Why this...so sudden?" she asked.

Kai was silent as he sqeezed harder,taking off her shirt.

"Ah.." Kana said closing her eyes as he pulled off her shirt. "...Kai."

Kai moved on top of her and started to suck on her chest,blowing on it every now and then

Kana's breathing picked up, and she swallowed. "K-Kai...stop." she said quietly.

Kai looked into her eyes,his eyes were glistening,as he shaked his head no.

Kana looked at him, with parshly closed eyes. "Why...I don't want this...right now.."

He got closer to her ear "..But I do.." He played around with her chest,sqeezing harder and softer,softly kissing her neck.

Kana closed her eyes. "Kai. Get off." Kana said blushing a dark red. "...Please.."

Kai lowered his hand to her private place and started rubbing it "..." He was silent as he shook his head again

Kana looked up at him sadly. "...P-Please...I." She closed her eyes. "Don't...make me stop you.."

Kai stoped for a instant knowing what she could do.His neck got a cold sweat.

Kana took that small instant to move from under him. Falling onto the ground with a soft thud.

Kai was still on the bed,he took a pillow and placed it between his legs,curling up as he stared at the wall away from Kana "..."

Kana looked down at her shirt, and blushed. Shaking her head slightly, she slowly stood up with a wince. Glancing at Kai for a second, she slowly walked out of the room.

'S-safe...' He thought as he heard her leave the room "...safe.." He said softly as he nodded off to sleep

The following morning, Kana got out of bed early to check on Aono. "You're sure quiet.." Kana whispered gently touching Aono on the cheek. Sighing she stepped back away from the crib. And left the room, closing the door quietly.

Kai was already downstairs,curled up on the couch watching the morning news.There was food on the table and a place for 2 people,one of the place sets was already used.
"..."

'...In other news the on-comming summer storm has been getting stonger as it reaches our shores.We are expecting winds with a high of...'

"..storms.." Kai changed the channel to the food channel "More recipies.."

Kana walked down the stairs, glancing at the table then in the livingroom. "Good morning..." she said softly, walking into the kitchen. "...Kai."

"M-morning...Kana" His eyes half closed eyes never left the T.V. as he wrote things down on a little note pad "..beef.."

Kana glanced at the plate across from her. 'He already ate..' she looked down at her food before eating it slowly.

Kai got up and went up stairs,when He came back down He was in different clothes.He put on his shoes and opened the front door.

"H-Hey?" Kana asked looking over at him standing from the table. "Where are you..going?"

He looked back at her "Shopping..I found some money yesterday...watch Aono kay?"He said in a calm voice walking out and closing the door behind him.

Kana stood there. "O-Okay..." she said softly seeing him leave. Glancing at the plates. She picked them up, and walked to the sink.

Hours passed and Kai still hasnt come home,it was almost 3 in the afternoon

Kana stared out the window from Aono's room, feeding her from the bottle. She sighed. "Whats...wrong with your father...Aono?" she asked quietly, as the baby finished the bottle quickly. "Jeez..." Kana said taking the bottle away from Aono, who had once again fallen asleep. sighing softly she placed her back into the crib. "Night Aono." she said walking out of the room, closing the door softly. Looking down the stairs, she walked down them. Then sat down on the couch curling up.

It was raining hard that day as the storm was coming in,Kai still hadnt come home.Another 3 hours passed.

Kana slowly stood to her feet. "Kai...Where the heck...are you?" she trembled slight squeezing the curtian she was holding tightly. "...Where are you?"

The TV in the living room was on the news..
"..Reports are coming in all over town,this IS the biggest storm we have had,any one caught outside should seek shelter immediatly due to flying debris,high winds and heavy rains.."
It was 8 PM

Kana looked at the tv with wide eyes. "...I can't leave...Aono's still here..." she trembled and went up the stairs and got Aono. "...Shh..." she whispered as she woke the baby. "...It's okay, Aono.." she said quietly, as the baby started to cry. "...Shhh..." she said with teary eyes, humming softly to her. "Where...is your father?"

The night dragged on..10..10:30..11 And then a noise was heard at the front door.

Kana's tired eyes looked over at the door. Blinking as the door came open, she gently placed Aono on the couch softly. "K-Kai?"

Kai walked in slowly,battered and bloody,with a bag in his hand "K...Kana..." He fell to the floor with a thud

"Kai!" Kana ran quickly to his side. Closing the door. "Kai...you're bleeding.." she covered her mouth. "...Blood.." she quietly whispered helping him up. "...I'll get you to...the couch.."

Kai was gasping for breath as he was dragged to the couch,the bag still in his hand "...Its..horrible out there..." He said jokingly,trying to force a smile through the blood on his face.One eye closed and the other half open he looked up at Kana "..I...I'm..."

"Hush..." Kana said quietly. "...Stop talking." she touched him softly on the chest. "...Why did you go out in that mess...Kai?" she whispered out sadly. "I'm...glad you're back.."

Kai's breathing was slow as he let go of the bag,to reach up to Kana's face,and out of the bag rolled out a pice of paper and some food-stuffs..."..t-to see...mom.."

Kana gentley looked at the bag, and then up at him. "Wait here...I'll get...a wet wrag." she said standing up. Picking up Aono at the same time. "Don't move." she ordered running up the stairs softly, and quickly. Soonly returning with a thing of water and a wet wrag. "Don't move...alright?" she said gently whipping off the blood.

Kai winced as she went over a wound on his head "..How..do I look..?" He asked looking up at her with a half closed eye

"Bad.." She said bluntly rinsing off the towel. "...But I'll make you look better.." she said looking away from the blood. "...eww.." Kana whispered shivering slightly. "You'll be okay." she smiled blushing slightly. "After you get better...I'll do whatever you want for an entire day, alright?".

Kai smiled and chuckled alitte "Ow..You should...be carefull with what you say..." He said trying to sit up "I..I can clean myslef up now..."

"No no, I mean it." Kana said pushing him back down. "Don't move." she said wrapping up his head.

Kai let out a breath as he wa pushed back down "...Thank you." He said closing his eye

Kana smiled. "Rest...now." she said softly.

That morning Kai woke up in his bed with new banding on his head "..ugh..Man..What happend...Oh yea...Now I remember.."

Kana was on the ground asleep curled up under a small blanket mumbling a couple of times.

Kai looked over at Kana on the ground "..You..you couldve slept in your bed you know.." He said softly

"Meeh.." Kana whispered softly turning over. "...Wanted to make sure you're okay.."

"..Kana..."He moved to the side to see her better "..." He just looked at her loveingly with colorfull eyes

Kana looked up at him half asleep, smiling softly up at him. "Are you feeling...any better?"

"Ive..been better..." He said lifting his hand to his head "I still feel like a train wreck.." He looked up at the ceiling "..Im sorry for worring you...".

"I-It's alright." Kana said smiling softly at him. Blushing still she looked down. "I made a promise to you, you're aloud to do whatever...you want to me."

"Yeah...thats right..."He looked at her then again to the ceiling "..But I dont think I can do anything today...sorry"

Kana smiled slightly. "It's alright." she said laying back down on the ground yawning.

Kai stared at himself in the bathroom mirror slowly taking off the banding off his head "All better...I hope.."

Kana glanced into the bathroom. "Morning, are you feeling any better?"

"How do I look?" Kai said turning to her smiling as he tossed the banding into the trash "Well?"

"A whole lot better!" Kana said smiling. It had been two weeks for him to recover. "Do you feel better?"

"I feel like I could do anything right now!" He said giveing her a bigger smile

Kana smiled cluelessly. "That's great." she stepped out of the bathroom. "I'll go start dinner."

"H-hey! Let me help I want to try something out.." He said chasing after her

"Alright." Kana said looking up at him from the bottom of the stairs.

"Do we still have the stuff from 2 weeks ago?" He said meeting up with her

"Yeah, it's in the refrigerator." she said pointing over towards the fridge.

"Great!" He rushed over to the fridge and took somethign out of his pocket "Hmmm okay..this..this...some of this...this...and this..Ooo Maby some of this.." Kai was estatic to cook again,as Kana kept him out of the kitchen for two weeks.

Kana stood back and smiled slightly. "You look excited."

"Well I wanted to make this that one day..to make up for mysleff..But just being back in here is..is..!!" He was as exited as a little boy with a new toy,Kai was all over the kitchen

Kana stood there watching him smiling. "I see!" she stepped back. "I'll leave you be!"

"Wait!!" He reached out to her "Will you..Will you help me?" He smiled at her warmly

Kana stoped and looked over her sholder blinking. "Sure." she said smiling.

Kai's eyes widened with joy "G-Great!!" After everything was said and done dinner was ready,A complex dish of herbs spices with the main dish in the center of the table "T-thanks!"

Kana smiled. "You're welcome." she said waving at him slightly. "I'll be in the other room."

Kai looked up at her "Hey! C'mon eat with me! Its better when its fresh!!"

Kana looked over her shoulder at him. "Alright." she said sitting at the table, then down at the food. "I'm not really hungry."

"Eat what you can.." He said bluntly "...please!" He looked up at her smiling

Kana looked up at him. "..O-Okay..." she said softly, looking down at the food. "I'm not...hungry."

"Eat it!" Kai said bluntly again,sitting at the other end of the table looking at her with pale eyes "Or..does it disgust you? Should I sacrifice more of my time,my sweat for you?"

Kana jumped and looked up at him. "I-It's not that...I'm not hungry." she scooted her chair back. "I'm sorry."

Kai put down his fork and got up.He walked over to Kana "Sorry just wont cut it.." He picked her up and walked into his room.

"H-Hey! Put me down." Kana said blushing. "Kai, put me down!"

"Alright.." He put her down on the bed,and sat next to her "..better?"

Kana glared up at him, looking away. "I...won't 'play' with you...you k-know.."

"Oh..but you promised.." He said pushing her back on the bed,sqeezing her chest "..that you would do anything I wanted for one day...or should I remind you?"He squeezed her chest harder

Kana looked up at him, blushing a small red color. "...Kai, bu-but..." she winced tilted her head down. "...F-Fine..."

"Thats a good girl.." He lifted up her shirt squeezing her chest "There..doesnt that feel good?"

Kana blushed and closed one eye, looking up at him. "Y-Yes...sir.."

He smiled as he kissed her "Dont worry..I'll make you feel really good" Takeing one of his hands and placing it near her private place

Kana swallowed and kissed him back. "...G-Good.." she said, tilting her head away. "Kai..I...wanted...to...wait till I got married..."

"It already happend once before.." He started to rub her private place softly "Lets get married then...How does that sound?"

"I-I...wanted that...to sound special..." she said softly, squerming slightly. "...I-I don't want to do this." she said closing her eyes, exhaling softly. Before kneeing him.

"UGH...K...Kana...You...I..." Kai rolled off the bed in pain

Kana looked down at him on the ground, before getting off the other side of the bed. "I'm sorry." she said walking by him.

"You!!..." Kai reached up to her but couldnt reach "...I.. You cant do this...!!"

Kana looked back at him, before slowly exiting the room. "I just did."

"You promised!!...damn her.. why do I even try..." Kai crawlled over to the desk and sat in his chair "This will give her something to read..." Kai took out a new notebook and wrote something in it,then left it out in the open

Two minutes passed. Before she left her room. "K-Kai...?" she whispered seeing he wasn't in his room. "...Where did he go?"

Kai looked around the cornor of the hall and saw her at his door 'Hmph lets see what you do...Will you invade my privacy again or respect me?'

Kana looked over at his desk. "His journal is open.." she looked at it and then stepped back. "I won't...read it..." but she had already sat down at the desk and read the small note he left for her.

"...What are you reading...Kana..." Kai was standing at the doorway looking over at her with cold eyes

Kana's head jerked up, and looked at him sadly. "I didn't...know.." she stood up from the chair. "I'm...sorry."

He sighed as he walked to her "You read my journal once,you break your promise and NOW you read it again?! Dont you know what privacy is?!" He grabbed her by the collor and jerked her, "HUH?!"

Kana continued to stare at him sadly. "I...I'm sorry...I didn't know." she closed her eyes, tilting her head away.

"I dont go through your things do I? Why would you do this to me,not once but TWICE!!" He slamed her against the wall "...I shouldnt even be wasting my time with this..." He let her go "Its not like youle learn your lesson.." He backed off and haded out of his room

"I didn't mean to read that!" she titled her head down. "I didn't mean to cause you so much freaking pain...hurt me right now, or forever...hold your peace." she closed her eyes. "You idiot."

"Tch...If you think that that is going to work now.." He turned and went down th stairs "..Then YOU are the idiot"

Kana closed her eyes, and sunk to her knees. "I h-hate you.."

Kai put on his shoes and coat,he opend the door and closed it behind him "..." He walked down the street

Kana kept her head down, hearing the door close she stayed still. "...I don't care anymore..." Kana whispered walking out of the room, and into Aono's room. "Aono...let's go..." she said softly lifting up the sleeping baby. "...Let's leave town.."

Kai was sitting at the local pup with a drink in his hand "...Wonder what she's doing now...eaither shes still there...or she left..." Kai chugged the rest of his drink "..Guess theres only one way to find out..."

Kana stopped and placed Aono back down. "No...R-running away won't help...anything.." she stepped away from the crib. Closing the door silently, she walked down the stairs. "...Wait...that's what I'll do..." she closed her eyes and sat on the stairs.

Kai stood at the door of his house,his hand at the knob "H-here we go.." He gulped and opened the door.He walked in and took off his shoes "..I..I cant tell.."

Kana looked up at him, keeping her mouth silent as he entered the house.

Kai turned on the light to look around and saw Kana at the steps "...K..kana!..." He said a little shoked

Kana looked away.

"..." Kai just stared at her

Kana closed her eyes, and tilted her head back towards him.

"Waiting...on..me..?" Kai stoped in front her her "What for...arent you tired of me already?"

Kana shook her head no. "...No I'm just..."

"Kana..." Kai said with his head down "Come here..." He held out his hand

Kana looked up at him, and took his head. "Kai?"

Kai pulled her towards him "This...will be your punishment..." Kai sqeezed her chest with one hand holder her arms with his other

Kana blushed. "...Ka-kai.." she closed her hands up, shivering. "Punishmen-t?"

Kai was silent as he undid her pants,gently pushing her against the wall. He looked into her eyes "..."

Kana blushed a deeper shade of red. "What...are you...doing?" Kana asked looking him back in the eyes.

"...Haveing some fun.." He undid his pants buckle,rubbing her priavite place gently. "Your punsihment...will be my enjoyment.." Kai took off Kana's shirt and sucked on her chest.

"Ahh...!" Kana said blushing, breathing deeply. "...K-Kai...I..." she closed her eyes as she continued to blushed. "Stop it.." she asked looking up at him. "P-Please.."

"Take your punishment..." Kai slowly stuck in her and gently thrusted,squeezing her chest and kissing her deeply

Kana moaned out in the kiss, feeling tears in her eyes. Before pushing him away. "Y-You're raping me...!" Kana said sinking to the ground.

Kai grabbed her and pinned her against the wall again "Take it..take your punishment.." Kai stuck it in again and thrusted harder ,holding down her arms

"Stop!!" Kana shouted out tilting her head up, breathing deeply. "Stop it!!!" she felt so numb, she couldn't move. "Kai!...stop it!"

Kai thrusted harder and faster "Shut up!" He grabbed her chest with one hand and sqeezed it hard

Kana's now free hand slapped him across the face. "Stop!" she said holding back a moan.

Kai grabbed the hand and pushed her into the wall getting deeper,thusting harder "..." Kai's eyes were cold,but guiltly

Kana looked up at him with frightened eyes as he pinned her arm. "..Stop..." she asked in a whisper feeling dizzy. "...You're...hurting me.." she tilted her head to the side. "...Stop..."

"Just a little more Kana...It'l be over soon.." Kai thusted faster "Just.. a little more..." His voice was calm,barely any emotion at all.

Kana's words stoped as she tilted her head to the side. Trembling, as she passed out.

"Kana..." Kai slowly stoped, "..." He buckled his pants and got Kana's shirt. He picked her up and went into her room "..Im sorry.." He layed her down and put her shirt on. Kai went into his room and sat down in his chair,taking out a pencil and writing in his notebook.After a while he closed it and put his hand to his face where she hit him.Kai went to bed.

The follow morning, Kana woke up with a pain going threw her. "Ouch..." she whispered, rubbing her eyes. "...?"

Kai was still in bed asleap,as usual, he was out like a rock. "..Mmm hrmm"

Kana slowly pushed off her blanket, and stared down at herself. "...Where are my..." she covered her mouth, feeling sick remembering what Kai did forcefully. "...K-Kai...why...?" she closed her eyes.

Kai tossed and turned in his sleep "..No...no.."

Kana got out of the bed, keeping her head down. "...?" she placed a blanket around herself as she walked slowly into Kai's room. "What...did you write today..?" she asked softly to herself looking down at the notebook.

"No...wait...dont..g--..." Kai mumbled in his sleep as he tossed some more

Kana looked over her shoulder at Kai. "Kai...?" Kana shook him. "Ka-Kai...wake up."

"...!!!" Kai's eyes opened wide then shut quickly as the light hit his eyes "Wha..who..Kana?" He rubbed his eyes

"You were having a nightmare.." Kana said softly blinking.

"..Oh.." Kai sat up in bed "Kana..?" He said sadly

Kana looked up at him. "W-What?"

"Did I really...?" He looked down

Kana tilted her head down. "Yeah.."

"Oh..." Kai rolled up and looked down at the bed "..."

Kana timidly touched his hand. "...Kai?" she was trembling.

He looked over at her "Y-yeah...Kana?"

"Were you drunk yesterday?...when you did that?"

"D-drunk? I dont drink...do I?...Was I?.." Kai sat there stunned and he gave it some thought "why would you think that?"

"...Why would you act like that, if you weren't drunk?"

"I..dont know..." Kai was still thinking "My head..hurts..." He said softly

Kana looked at him sadly. "...Why...?"

"I dont know..." He said plainly,he looked over at her "why...why would it be??"

Kana shook her head. "Never...mind." she said softly looking away.

"You know something...?" Kai asked her slowly

"No..." Kana said averting her eyes.

"Are you shure? Kana!! Please tell me!!" He reached for her shoulder,with sad eyes

Kana flinched and pulled away before he could touch her. "...I...am going to go check on Aono."

"Kana..." Kai's hand dropped as he looked on at her with sad eyes "Why..would I do that..." Kai fell back into bed and looked at the ceiling

"You...tell me...you weren't the one that was raped..." Kana said looking away.

"Are you trying to make me feel bad...Cuz Its bad enough that I was the one who raped you!!" Kai turned over "And its not like I can change that...I would If I could..."

"No I'm not...trying to.." Kana squeezed his hand tightly. "...Kai, I'm scared.."

"..Scared?.." Kai looked over at her

Kana hugged him tightly. "I'm scared of that lust...you have..."

"K..Kana..." He said understandingly "..." He hugged her back

Kana squeezed his shirt tightly. "..." she tilted her head down on his shoulder.

"Its alright..." He stroked her hair "Im me...Im positive that I am me right now.."

Kana tilted her head up, then looked away. "...I read your journal again..."

"..You did huh..." He held her tightly "Its...Its okay..."

"R-Really?..." she asked looking up at him.

"Yea...Im shure." He looked at her and gave her a warm smile "So..what did I write yesterday?" He said sitting up holding her hand

Kana looked at there hands. "Well..." she blushed smiling. "...You want to propose to me.."

Kai blushed and looked at Kana "..." He coulnt think of the words "..I..I.." He just nodded happily

Kana blushed and hugged him tightly. "Then...I'll wait for it. Kai."

The next day Kai got enough courage to ask Kana "Kana? Can you come here for a second?" Kai was downstairs with his hands behind him.

Kana opened the door to her room, and blinked. "Coming!" she said nearly tripping down the stairs to get to him. "yes?"

"Kana..." Kai took her hand and kneled in front of her "Will...Will you marry me?" He took his other hand from behind him to show the ring.It was his mothers

Kana blinked and looked down at him. "Kai.." she said smiling. "Yes...yes I will"

"...!" Kai put on the biggest smile of his life "Great!!" Kai picked her up and spun around,then hugged her "Kana!"

Kana smiled and laughed slightly before kissing him on the lips. Hugging him tightly.